Tuesday, March 18, 2008

wonder why...

i really wonder why... why does she dislike me that much, anyways, today during work, i recieved a msg from my friend.. she quite 8 wan la... she told me everything about another girl= (B) whom i also know, talk bad about me, but not exactly talk bad la... more like... i also dunno how to explain... so my friend who is very 8=(A) told me everything that (B) said, she really sounded like she hate me so much, but why? i dont recall doing anything bad to her... i hope not also la... and moreover im the one who brought her to church, and she go tell everybody that she brought me to church... this is just minor probs la.. the other thing is she always pretend to be so close to me whenever (A) is with me... and tends to snatch away my friends... but she won't get to snatch all also la... lolx.. and everything i do she will do, am i that influencial? or maybe just to her? hahah.. well maybe i should just let her be, but the more i let her be, the more she kacau me... hahaha... i cannot really figure out what she wants or up too...

well.. my cousins day out has been pospone to 20th march... and on the 19th, im staying over at my cousin's house, i'll take more pics so that you guys wont be so boring just reading... im so lucky to be so close with all my cousins... thank God also... many ppl envy me also... well, maybe not all, but most of them hahaha.. lucky our age gape is not too far also...

yesterday i was working, and then go for piano class, and then go for practice, haiz... actually, i was already very tired, and i thought i was the only one, until wai loon shows up, he was like sooooo quiet, and his expression was so down, sad, tired... i know sometimes he might be tired because of work la, but i've never seen this b4... so scary also...

today i also go for my vocal class, because of period i dun have a lot of energy to sing.. actually is my last day dy, but dunno why everytime first day and last day, my perut kembong... and i can really feel like the air is pushing my tummy, like its going to burst... so uncomfortable... cannot really sing, lucky my teacher is a girl, so she end the class as fast as possible for me... oh ya! and today in work i was so angry, there's one staff he always call me to do things, like im his maid, last time he ask me to clean the whole toilet, then sweep the floor mop the floor, and even clean his room, and cut apples for him to eat, bancuh milo for him!! then my mom say i shouldnt so all these things, coz im not working for him, then i think... ya my mom makes sense, so i stop doing things for him la.. so then today he keep asking me to do things, so i say cannot, y? coz i dun work for you la... then he was like begging me to do things then i end up scolding him... he is just too much!!! so i ignored him... ok, i think i have to stop now, i talk too much... hahah..

nitez...

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