Kimchi!

Hey! yesterday i went Times Square with Zet yen, PT, Bibu and Celine. our unofficial New Year's Eve celebration. LOL... we went to Hangkuk Ramyun. its a Korean Restaurant, and i think im in love with the real Korean Kimchi.. LOL... the owner of the shop is really pure Korean, and the food is made by her i think. first i thought its not nice wan, but then after i tried. it taste good. LOL.

then we went to Kindori for Japanese Ice cream... LOL coz if PT dun get to eat, then she will be like a zombie. so after that we went to Neway.. LOL... ok la... i did enjoyed myself... then im glad that Zet Yen had fun too. well that's all for yesterday, today, going to meet up with the Loos to go to the Tangs.. LOL...

basically, i have nothing to blog about anymore. pictures i lazy to post. LOL

Ways of Dieting

LOL... i now start to continue my diet after Christmas. then Chinese New Year. LOL.. at least slim down that little bit instead of getting fatter and fatter.

So how i diet today was, i ate:-
2 mini mandarin oranges
1 bowl of soup
Rice as small as my palm
Vege & meat.

LOL... i feel this can be very effective for me... after the oranges and the bowl of soup. i really cannot eat anymore. but my mom say no rice cannot. LOL..

there are friends who tell me how to diet also. non of them works for me. i only remember 2 ways.

1. chew 50 times each spoonful (X)
i chewed 10 times and i gave up! why? coz after 5 times like that, it will start to feel guey inside ur mouth and it feels disgusting. but she said, eating SSSSLLLLOOOOOWWWW can make u slim down.

2. Green Apple diet (X)
forgot about what wan la.. but never tried that before... coz i dun really like green apple... i eat la, but if consistantly eating i cannot handle dy... LOL..

yeap! thats all for today! update another time. BYE!

Hey Kids!

LOL... i feel like watching Barney~~ speaking of which, im now trying something new which is "Sister's Day Out" LOL.. so i'll be going out with my sis for movies or lunch or anything la... mostly will be movies la. and another Question to post to all of u, this is very important for me and i really really need to know... so pls pls pls answer me in the cbox ok?

Q: do i look less happier? after the ----- --?

LOL... well, during the last sunday which u can see im a lil bit emo. not because of him la ok... its because im sick, i was having slight fever, gastric, serious flu and sore throat. so i am emo... LOL im not feeling very well. and yes, im still sick. hahah!

well, then i went to Melawati for the last round of Beautiful (finally! no more chewing gum sticking! YESSSS!!) well, i really dunno how it went, but when i was singing the Ooo~~~ Oo~ part. i had to 'kuk' ma. then once i 'kuk' i feel dizzy.. LOL.... hahahha... due to my fever... and hard to breath... my nose was stuck! it's useless!

then at night when i reached home, my fever got slightly better then one cough... shit... LOL... so now instead of a fever i got cough. i wish i had fever though it makes me more worst than cough. but i like fever. dun need to go college. LOL. well, now assignments finish... am proud of myself. LOL! oh forgot to tell u, my sister's day out, we watched New Moon and Alvin and the Chipmunks 2! yeah! New Moon is ok... i think im in love with Jacob the werewolf form of him. LOL so CUTEEEEE~~~ looks like a hugable fuzzy bear. LOL then the chipmunks Theodore! he was as cute as ever! LOL... Eagle! AHHH~~ LOL...

ok... im lazy to update wan. but since i think my faithful readers leechoo and PT are waiting then i dun wanna keep then waiting la... HAHAHAHAHHAHA! maybe YT also?

Jordan!

ahahahaha! just came back from my first group committee meeting. well, quite a lot of new ppl as leaders so im also quite nervous whether am i able to work with them... well, my group's name is JORDAN as all of you know... orange colour... hmm... im not very fond of orange colour though... LOL... im very tired now.. LOL. but later going to watch new moon with sis...

so sorry PT im not able to watch with u because of transport problem... but i want to watch with u.... *honest* but i'll promise for the korean restaurant i will go with u... ok?

well, im excited about the new group! new start! and beautiful Christmas! its a good sketch, be sure not to miss it, thats all i can tell u guys, if u miss it, its ur loss. and i heard in the temerloh church 4 souls were saved after te sketch! Praise The Lord! yay! though, all of us involved in the sketch got our bulus peeled off by the bubble gums. but it is worth it... my hand also got one patch of bulu hilang... then i had to cut off one chunk of my hair, coz terkena bubble gum... but it's worth it! mm!

kks... i have to go now.. i will update more if i have time... i have many updates, so little time, and lazy attitude.. LOL...

In Memory of Chang Hitam aka Hitam Boy....

LOL... ok ok... i dun want it to be to gloomy ma... anyways, he died of old age... so it is consider a good death... so im going to upload all his pictures to this blog...

me and uue~~~

tired of bathing...

bathing




my pingpong ball

slowly become tennis ball

his big and beautiful eyes

so naughty

my lazy furball...
look how fat he is....
trying to sleep...

so long my furry little friend... rest in peace... 16.12.09

Rest in Peace My Boy~~

Hitam died this morning.... i cried.. then have to stop my tears... he is now burried outside my garden, with the flowers... i will make a simple memorial for him in my blog. but not now, coz im in my mom's office.. as soon as i get back i will.

...to be continued...

couldnt come out with a good title. so here u go....

let me say something, though now im having gastic pain and its very painful. but i still have to throw this out of my chest. for those who are also in the beautiful musical practice you can critic me or whatever u want, i dun care, but i really really need to throw this out of my chest.

im very angry. today supposingly got practice. then i afternoon till now, i got gastric, came home about 4 something, thinking maybe i'll go take a nap. then maybe i will feel better later so i can go for practice la. but when i woke up, the pain still wouldnt go away. so i really very difficult to walk on my feet dy, then i sms-ed the 3 person in charged, apologize for the short notice, and i really cannot come.

the one of them called me. then ask u gastric then why ur sister not coming? then my mom she is a very protective woman. of coz 2 girls going for practice coming home about 12 something, she also not very shong dy. what more 1 daughter? k la, then i heard my sis talking on the phone with one of them while im looking for my gastric medicine and wanted to fill my water bottle. then what i've heard really pisses me off. coz, i fell that non of them would think of our safety. so many cases happening dy, dont they understand a mother's worry?

the another one of them smsed me and he said, "today is the final practice. its not so good. anyways...." again this pissed me off. i know its the final practice. u think i want this gastric?! i ate breakfast and lunch! u think i know what's the cause of this gastric?! u think i dun wanna practice?! im already very very stressed when i have to do ALL the group assignments on my own, with no one helping me. except one person. im already like not enough sleep for the pass 2 weeks, and i still come for practice. and i know after half the time practicing i reallt too tired, cannot really focus, and for that i apologized. and now you guys say as if im not serious about this sketch. im really very very angry and dissapointed lor. we call ourselves brother and sister in Christ. i'd rather dun go on. if not it will sound ugly.

anyways, afternoon when im still having my gastric i was in my friend's house waiting for my mom to fetch me.

Me: sei lo... got gastric. tonight still got practice.
Friend: Dun go la, stay home and rest. if not get worst how?
Me: but today last practice dy ma. so i think i have to go lor.
Friend: you 2 weeks not enough sleep, until can dozed off in class and u still wanna go practice?
Me: like i said lor. last practice ma. not so good lor.
Friend: why? they forced you to go?
Me: no la, maybe, expect me to be there lor. coz last practice
Friend: SO WHAT?! LAST PRACTICE IMPORTANT OR YOUR HEALTH IMPORTANT?!
I REALLY FEEL U VERY STUPID LOR, THEY ARE UR FRIENDS, THEN DUN CARE ABOUT YOU?! YOU CALL THIS FRIEND?

im not insulting anyone here la ok, just to let u guys know, this friend of mine, she is VERY straight with words, so some words when she say to you will actually hurt you, but i got used to it la. and forgive her because she doesnt know why we are doing this sketch for. and after i tell her, because she's not a Christian then she doesnt agree with me la. but she didnt insult la.

after the break up, my whole person feels very lonely, like being abandoned. not only by him, but everyone else also. though everything's different but actually, its the same. do you guy get me? i dun think so. smiles on my face are lessser. good tempers are getting shorter. patience is also getting shorter, anger is growing stronger. self control is also getting weaker. im not blaming anyone else. but im feeling very different. since the break up. i wanna rest. aching like hell now. i'll end my post here. goodbye.

My drama team mates ^.^

Top: Jason, Me
Bottom: Boey, Yuki (pink shirt), and Wee Han.

so happy to work with the guys... and also the girls, we did good, kindda miss the days we come out and rehearse... and we did have fun in class! LOL! and a new beginning of a new friendship ^^

I think.....

Hitam is going to leave me soon. he has been so weak the past few days, now that he's getting old and thin. im really scared... he is my favorite hamster... i cant take a picture of him, coz he always move... i dun want him to leave me... i thought their life is 2 years? i only took care of him like 1 year plus plus like that wor... i want to bring him to the vet, but i dun have that kind of money...

another bad news is Mylo's brother Bobo died, why? he was sent to SPCA to put to sleep, Bobo ran away from home and came home with a infected wound. dunno what happen to him la, one of the clown worked in pets wonderland b4, and he knows how to treat animals... then he told me that uncle allan is going to send him to SPCA, coz that wound, is so swollen and cannot be healed, even if it does, he will be limping for the rest of him life...

then the second visit i went there, Bobo is no longer there... can i have a pet that lives forever? though i still have puteh, she is cute, but she is not my Hitam boy...

34/35?!!! are you sure?!

today my drama presentation ended, and the score is the title. only that one point... i didnt expect it would be such a high mark... im happy, but shocked! keep smiling like an idiot... LOL.. thank God la, even when my female team mates treat me so bad, but in the end, we dun care about our faces and just have fun on stage. its worth it la... LOL

im still waiting for pictures to post, coz my camera no battery, such wrong timing... LOL gained a lot of new friendships la through this drama presentation... im very happy i did this assignment with the guys. (only guys).. LOL pictures to come

Adios!

Still a little bit of stress.

well, my assignments are almost done, after tmr i can have a great awards day with my beloved group Shammah. but my work is not yet done la, still some scripts to be perfected and have to memorise the script for my friend also. why? coz she keep forgetting, and i as a director need to know the script better than anyone else. so.. yea... been stressing a lot lately, little little things can already trigger my anger.

i have many things to post, but lazy, im so done with typing... im only updating coz i feel kindda sorry for u guys to wait for my post.. even though i not sure whether are any of you waiting for it la... anyways... updating my own blog often is also a kind of reponsibility.

3 weeks ago, i played L4D 2!!!! awesome!!! more challenging, more smarter zombies! more harder to win and more exciting! it is a lot better than L4D. but if they can still remain the previous character would be good la... too bad... new characters dy... i played with my sis, and one stupid fella came and join in. excuse me, u wanna join in can, but can u keep up? when all of us leaving the fella still standing there dunno doing what and running around, and smoker caught the fella, terpaksa la, go save the fella then come back, then that fella stop half way to shoot zombies. and all of us already in the safe room. then when the fella decided to come in, keep shooting us some more... directly at me.. apa la... my mood all gone dy...

k la... lazy to update dy... LOL...

the day i broke down and cried.

today is the day i finally cannot take it. i break down and cried when my friend (zet yen) called me during message time. saturday that time another irresponsible person came and ask me to do another group assignment again. this subject is drama.

im not boasting la ok, but im the main character. then i also provide costumes. then now i have to do paper work also?! exccuse me! u think i robot ah?! its not like i dunno how to say no. but they run to quick to hear my response. they are like

"you do la ha... i dunno how to do ah... somemore you cut for boey all i also dunno u cut where.."

coz its typing script ma, then there are some who are really long, terpaksa to cut lor... so? u dunno how to get another copy from her ah? then zet yen called, and then asking how are things going, then i cried. so sanfu... then i cannot let her do coz she is different subject than mine..

i dunno why when i heard her ask are you ok a not? then i straight away cry. and cannot stop that kind. i want to stop but cannot stop... so have to cry, but cannot cry out loud. then she said

Friend: let me do for you la.. can a not? you so sanfu...
Me: how to let you do? not same group also...
Friend: then why they treat u so bad wan.. so irresponsible. 'F' them. so how? u sure u can?
Me: cannot also must can la, if not i got no marks wor...
Friend: so u add oil lor.. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ok?
Me: mm.. mm... mm... and the 'mm' goes on...

actually im still not ok... im forcing my fingers to type, and forcing my mind to think. why the hell he have to break up with me in this time?! why the hell did they bully me at this time?! why?! me strong?! yea right. you call this strong?

Crazy "Group" assignments.

hahha! im back to my regular post. well, the whole month of November. i've been doing a lot of group assignment myself. coz one of my members is useless. and im tired. recently she really pissed me off. why? coz she is really irreponsible la. they discussed already one person do ONE theory ma.. halo.. one only la... not very much right? then this member she texted me, and said:

"Dear, can you help me do the mms cultivated theory... i wanna go China. thx. bb."

excuse me, i got say i will do for her meh? the english assignment i do, then now this one also want me to do?! then previously the other assignment also i do all leh.. how can you be so irresponsible? then i do for you dy, you take all the credit la? then you already know you got a lot of assignment then dont go ma... since its a last minute thing. tell your society you cannot go la... while you enjoy there and we have to suffer here? whats the meaning of this?!

of coz i got a few good members with me la... good thing.. but 1 irresponsible dy also very hard to do lor, of coz the more ppl the lighter the burden is ma.. ok la.. posted 3 post today. really tired and sleepy. i really wanna continue to complain but i got no more energy to do so.. i need sleep.
nights! muacks!

My first and last picture with Y.O.U

i finally have the courage to post this up. as most of you know, jen ruw and i broke up, we broke up 1 month ago. life without him all the sudden is really difficult, and he broke up with me at a seriously wrong time. assignments and mid terms kept flowing in and all. and so many things happening and one time is really too much for me to handle. and of coz at that time i really need him again to get back on my feet, but sadly. he didnt want to. kindda dissapointed and embarassed. LOL well, my first picture with him was this.

yea, we start 22nd May 2008. and i really hate that hairstyle. LOL... then as you all can see im still very shy.. LOL.. many happy memories came back, and also sad ones.. but everything's in the past. this picture was take when we're about to go youth camp.he was so thin back then.

this is the last pic i took with you, it was on your birthday. AR finale. and you got fatter.. and then the next day which is 1st Nov. we broke up. and my story with you ends there.

hahaha! dont worry guys... im fine.. though, i think i'll fail kau kau this semester. and for those of you who think im strong, you're seriously wrong, no ones ever seen me cry, and i dun show to them that i am sad. but deep down im about to die. normally when i say things like this, he would call me drama queen. LOL.

ok! thats all about him.. i have so many things to post. so im gonna move on to the next one.

Zombie Bite???!!!!

Created by Oatmeal

LOL... so short time? haih.... why cant i become immune to it leh? LOL

CONGRATS TO MR & MRS LOUIS PNG!

congrats to the newly weds...

Certain Cravings

being a female is really not easy, and i really salute all females including myself. LOL, why? coz females, whatever age you're in except infants la, you will always have cavings. some chocolates, food, travel etc. and some of them really can control theirselves. why i suddenly bring this topic up, coz i suddenly got a few cravings...

1. i wanna go traveling
2. i wanna go to the beach
3. i wanna play L4D2
4. i wanna go gai gai
5. i wanna eat chocolates

+ 3 more cravings...
6. i wanna go sunway lagoon
7. i wanna go Genting Theme Park
8. i wanna watch movie.

yea, these are my few cravings im having now, why chocolates? i think most of you girls will understand why... anyways, Louis and Hooi Ling's wedding is this friday! congrats to them...

Random

Hey! im in college now, well, me and my friend Boey wanted to go Gym.then it was full. but i met jen ruw's friend. i forgot whats her name la... okie... the good news is Hitam gal is somewhere in the house... proven by the kuaci shell that she left as an evidence, but we still cant find her.

yesterday i skipped college. again.. coz laziness la... LOL.. this sem i very lazy, but now im trying to overcome that laziness of mine.. but too hard la... stay at home very boring, go college also boring, and lazy to study...

i cant find my black and white dress for hooiling's wedding... ish ish ish! no matter what i must find it... and shoes! after shifting, i cannot find any of my things... i hate shifting...

and now i have drama assignment to do.. we really have to do one sketch according to the book the tutor gave us. it's called "a streetcar named desire" i hate that drama, its all about poker and sex.. dun worry, my scene dont have those parts la, just kissing. but not me kiss la.. my friend kena.. LOL. wish her good luck. LOL. then today they wanna do shooting again. now im cracking my head trying to find away home. coz they seriously live very far... one puchong, another one dunno where... im so dead.. i wanna go home!

HITAM GAL IS MISSING!

yea... i put her in the paper box yesterday night. why? well, she attacked puteh... again... this time is worst. her ears were bitten, and bleeding somemore... just a bit la, but imagine how much it will hurt.. so i seperated the 2 of them, poor puteh was so scared until trembling like crazy..

so just now, i went to check on them, but when i open the box, hitam gal wasnt there... then i panic again... although i dun like her much because she bite me and bullies hitam boy and puteh. but she is still my pet... moreover, i have to trade her with hitam boy on sat with vivian. coz she took the wrong hitam. now my hitam girl is missing... how can i trade? my mom says its inside the house, hopefully my mylo doesnt see it la, scared that he will swallow hitam gal up.. LOL..

Hitam Gal... pls come back....

My new Pet~

hahahahah guess what is it?

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ready to meet her? :P ok ok... before i let u guys see her, i will do a short interview.

Me: hello.

pet: hello *shy*

Me: tell us whats ur name?

pet: puteh....

Me: oh... thats a weird name.. why call puteh?

puteh: coz my mommy give me that name..

Me: who's ur mommy?

Puteh: you.

hahahahahha! ok ok i know im very stupid now... brief inroduction of her la, she is a very beautiful winter white hamster, when u meet her u'll agree with me, but some how colour different. she is fairer than hitam girl, same spesies but different. let me show her to you now.

hello! u finally get to meet ME!

i was really scared just now, so i ter-shit.

what's that black thing facing me?

im still wondering what is the black thing...

i give up... LOL...

ok, so after i got her back, i put her with hitam girl, and i think she was jealous of her la, then start attacking puteh, poor gal, so shocked and scared. so i lightly flick hitam girl. coz she bully puteh ma... they must learn how to live with each other temporarily. i hope she can give me grandchildrens.. LOL

Hitam is now, working out station for a while, so she hasnt meet her husband yet... but hopefully they will get along just fine. and she is really gentle, the way she walk and everything, i thought of calling her princess... LOL but.. i like puteh more... beautiful right?

Sneak peep!

hello! on friday i went to Louis's lunch buffet place, they still needed to finalize some stuff, the place is really beautiful! but photos can't really tell, its a House Restaurant, called Passion Road. just when i walked in, i fell in love with that place. but it must have cost a bomb! i took some pictures, i know some of you are not invited, so here's just a lookie in it... hope you guys enjoy!

this is the entrance: balls hanging on tree

this is the along entrance path. LOL

this boy is cute, his name is Elijah.

the dancefloor...
indoor restaurant
nice deco....
outdoor restaurant

well, this is all u get from me, LOL.. but i think on that day will be better..

Good way of practicing Perseverance

hello guys! so sorry i've not been updating lately, coz one thing is buzy with carnival things and also i dont get to online, almost the whole week went to church at night, then when come back dy also very tired.

well, this is what i found out just now, if you really think u dun have any perseverance at all.. try going to the gym. there's where u can test how good ur perseverance. why i say so? i went to gym today, not first time la... i think 3rd time dy, but today is very tiring, dunno why la, i did the track mill, and then the cycling thingy, and something that looks like a dumbbell and then something that can train your thighs. after doing the track mill, i was really tired and usually i i will rest for a while then do, but this time i didnt.. and then it's very very very tiring, listening to music wouldnt help, coz my legs start to hurt and really tired, then i just keep telling myself, only 20 mins... must do finish, and on the other hand, my friend gave up, and seeing her give up, i was so tempted to do the same, but i didnt la, so i think my perseverance is not bad la... LOL

maybe for secondary school students dont have this kind of privilege, but you will soon la, one good thing about doing gym is after your done u feel very different, i dunno how to express it la, but it is a good feeling, you're very tired, but at the same time very comfortable.. so quite complicated la this feeling, have to experiance yourself la... ok, thats all i have for today, will try to update more often. can wait for carnival and Christmas!

Ciao!

Beautiful Christmas

Hahahahah! i cant wait for this year's Christmas, it's gonna be a BIG SKETCH. so bring your family and friends! muacks!

Crazy Assignments and Mid-Terms!!!!!

Hey guys, just doing a brief update before i go to college, so how are you guys? excited for Beautiful Christmas? i know i am... LOL, and im really excited about the sketch! and new group and carolling, i got Christmas feel dy... but im broke to buy any presents... LOL

now im really crazy with assignments and mid terms, and guess what?! i did the pair work assignment all by myself, i mean all the hard question la... LOL.. first time also.. hehehehe, i feel myself very geng dy... have to go assigment then at the same time also have to read for my mid term, or else? if i fail, i have to do make good test. what is a make good test? its only when u failed ur mid term then its either the teacher give u more assignment or do an exam again with you... so if i dont pass, i think i'll be dead.. LOL

hahah... soli, i was collecting my green peppers in Country Story. LOL, yea, its just about it, but now i think my blog is so boring now, no pictures nor videos.. i'll try to find some pictures to post la ok? somemore these days im talking more and more and more, so i must have bore you guys off. so im gonna stop talking now, bye bye.

Random..

Hey guys, im now skipping my lecture to do this very very very hard assignment, haih, well what to do, im on my own, my firend ditched me to go home and sleep.. LOL jk jk... so! im now in the liabrary with my own laptop. LOL, and i really really need a new laptop, why? because since my sis studied multimedia design, her software is all in this laptop, and some times when we need to do assignments, we will be fighting for it.. LOL, so i told my mom

Me: mi~ i need a new laptop..
Mom: oh.. can... wait until i print money la!
Me: *swt*

thn fine lor... the answer is no, then today, i need to bring laptop to do assignment, and my sis also.. so in the end i win la.. LOL but i seriously think that my mom SHOULD buy another laptop. LOL

then yesterday i nearly slept in church... yes this is true, why i say so, while i was still in david's class. my sis came up to me

Sis: i need to fetch CJ to work now, so you find your own transport, Mom is following me.
Me: (what else can i say?) ok lor...

then u know what happened? eemay got meeting + no car, puimun dont wanna fetch ppl, and then i really wanna burst... i have NO transport to go back! but, LOL but, good thing billy also lives in Kepong so i finally can go back, but we went Kwan's for lunch, so ok lor... at first i was thinking, billy ah? never talk to him b4 wan wor... somemore look so geeky, what is he only talks about computer? but lucky la got ah weng and a seng, but came to know billy, he's not bad la.. LOL quite good in mixing around... LOL...

but im still angry at my sis ok, is CJ more important than her own sister? i seriously have no idea what is she thinking. ok even if she dont see me as important i also dun care, but halo, the car is not yours ok... stop acting like it is... if u want that car so much u pay for the petrol la, you go service urself la, why want mama to do it? when i told my mom i nearly no car to come back, she kena marah again, helo, how old are you? why cant u think b4 u act?

and CJ if he need to work after church, might as well leave early right? who ask you to find a job when u have to work on weekends, and somemore want ppl to fetch you go to work ah? halo, church ppl are not ur taxi drivers.

the 5 hours is here again...

hello! im at college alone with my laptop..... again! so lonely here, actually im plan is to do assignment with my friend (Zet Yen) but then she had to go home... because if not, she will have to wait until 4pm also... so fine lor, i do myself.... and i really hope that this time's tutorial wont be canceled too... if not, i will really blow up!

honestly i really dunno what i can do for 5 hours all by myself every friday for this semester. i thought of going gym, but after that... where am i gonna bathe?! so fine lor... cannot, then some more if i go gym, tak kan i bring my laptop also right? LOL

why zet yen dont need to go for this class? coz we're separate, last sem they forced us to choose either chinese class of mandarin class, so me as a banana u think i can go meh, then she LOVES mandarin A LOT! so off she goes, then now my class is like so unorganized... can anyone tell me how to keep my time occupied for 5 hours? LOL...

i so dont feel like doing my assignment now... i feel like slacking, i wanna go watch movie!!! i wanna watch Jennifer's Body and Phobia2! I WANNA WATCH!!!!! i think crazy posts can only be seen in my blog in Friday's entry.. LOL... oh God, pls help me to get through this. i think i can die in this 5 hours break....

No friend, nothing to pui me king kai... so cham... working ones go for lunch.. and i cannot eat coz i ate and in addition im on a diet.. i have to flee from temptation... LOL im more on resisting, coz im sitting in a cafeteria.. LOL so many ppl facing me, having their lunch.. LOL. wahahahahahah... i geng right?

oh yeah! today i had presentation, it didnt go well at all, i was so bloody nervous, but luckily because its about ouija board, ppl are interested la, so my nervousness doesnt matter so much, but still i think i'll get a pretty low mark... haih... dissapointed...

and guess what? my mom called and said i have to wait for my sis until 6pm after my class.. perfect right?!i have to wait for another 2 hours after my class, basically, my college memories is full of wasted time and boredom. i find something else to entertain myself... LOL im not obssesed with guys ok, but this fella caught my eye.. LOL


wahahahha... cute right?

dont need to ask also know lor, yes he is from Korea.. his name is Kim Kibum. dunno how old la... he is in a group called Super Junior, and he speaks good english, the only difference about him and Xiah Junsu is that he's more smarter than Junsu... LOL but other than that they are quite similar la, both also Christian... both their body also round shape but like him, his cheeks and nose are round, junsu's is his 5 features all also round wan... then, the other difference is Kibum cannot sing well, but he can act well, where as Junsu cannot act well, but he can sing well.. but Super Junior songs are quite kiddy and you will feel very happy when listening to it... LOL maybe try listening to one song for me? pls~~~ so youtube and search SJ happiness MV.

hahaha ok la, enough of him, their just here to entertain me while im on this earth, or just for that little while.. LOL. and i've found out that i've been using a lot of 'LOL's recently... LOL.. hahahahaha! ok! im off to class! bye bye!

So True! aha!

hey guys! sorry for keeping all of you waiting, i had to stable my own emotions before i can blog again, something bad happened. no mood to blog. well! but im fine now and i have something funny to share!


haha! funny right?

well, recently im buzy with assignments. and diet! i went to gym today and felt like dying after that. still not used to exercising yet.. why tiba tiba diet? keep my mind on to something to distract me from thinking that 'thing' thats gonna make me upset. am i confusing some of you? LOL.. well, those who know will understand what im saying...

i wanna watch phobia2! its a thai horror movie, and thai horror is one of the best in Asia! yea! hahahaha... i asked bibu and linus, bibu said ok... linus said: i scared wor.. LOL then because i wanted to watch he say, see first la... LOL... so cute and funny!

and then remember my 5HOURS!!!! post? well, let me tell u something freaking pissed me off, and when u read dy u will feel as pissed as i am. after that 5hours break i had and i went to my class lor, while waiting for another class to finish got msg saying, class canceled ah... i feel like breaking my phone, but no time to release anger, why? coz i have to faster find a way to find something that i can tell my mom my class canceled. my phone now i so useless... then lucky! i bring laptop. i faster sign in to MSN. then find eemay... ask her to help call my mom.. then my cousin brother fetch me back, coz my mom no car. LOL. crazy right?

well, thats all for today...
nights. im tired.

Blessed Birthday Baby~

enjoy ur birthday celebration with your group lor... i love you always. MUACKS!!!!

i wanted to put the picture of you, but its with PT... LOL. so cant~~

5 HOURS!!!!!!!

haih.. im really going crazy this time, now start to hate friday, why? i have 5 hours break imagine what u can do for five hours at home?! why make me stay here? my friday timetable class is 8am-10am then break then 2pm-4pm, they are wasting 5 hours of my life, and i will claim it. LOL.. jk jk

honestly i really dunno how can i live like that for 1 semester. and PT, remember to bring my pendrive tmr, guess what?! tmr is baby's birthday! although he doesnt see whats so important about it, but to me, birthday is very important, so faster go wish him! go go go! LOL...

anyway i wanted to give him a surprise, but failed to do so due to some 'halangan' LOL. so nevermind, maybe next year. or Chirstmas. or maybe i wont even get to celebrate with him, this is what i think la, since he's so popular, and his group loves him so much, so im sure they will give him a big party. so enjoy ya baby! muacks!

and im broke, LOL, i want to buy a new cage and new wife for my darling Hitam Boy, since this one hates him so much, LOL. i saw a big cage only for RM88.90 in carrefour, i went to Selayang Mall, saw a cage not that big and nice, cost RM99. wth. LOL, so i decided to but that cage, not sure that the money i saved is enough to buy that cage a not. LOL havent checked yet. my house too messy.

ok, i off to do a little assignment, bye!

NAUGHTY HITAM BOY!!!

this is very important to me! Hitam WAS lost. this morning only i found out, if im not wrong, he left his house since sunday, so he was lost for 2 days. then this morning, i just had a feeling that i must got and find hitam boy, then when went to the cage, all i can see is hitam girl. and i thought maybe hitam is hiding among the wood chips. so i start looking for him then i cannot find! so shocked and pissed and rushing time coz i had to go college, then called mom, and went to college. then just now we found him! he was hiding among the unpacked boxes, and when i found him, he was hapilly cleaning himself, and i cried after that... so relieved. and i am definately going to buy a new wife and sell off Hitam girl, no use at all, cannot reproduce, guess what? i thought she was pregnant, but then dunno why her tummy like subsided. so she's not pregnant after all

then today after class, i went cheong k with a few classmates. and they recorded the whole 'From this moment' song. while i was singing, dun watch the video, just listen to the song, coz i fat ma... mm hou yi si. the video havent load finish la... still got a long way.. LOL so here are some pictures to entertain all of u first.


me and vanessa


vannessa, yuki and zet yen


zet yen, me and vanessa


zet yen and yuki.

From this moment.MP4
dun know whether can hear a not~~ dun care la!

A tiring day....

Hey all you bloggers! how's your day? well, mine is really tiring, lets start from friday night, that night, i had to go bibu's house to sleepover, because Sat im going Sg. Gabai with group Eleazar, why? because when my group went i was in the examination hall taking my exam (stupid college), im now holding grudge against it. LOL, ok, so we chat until 4am something, and woke up at 7am something, still very blur, thn wait at church and off to Sg. Gabai, well, the water is really very very COLD! then a bunch of Malay assholes jerks tried to molest us girls, then guess what?! Mighty&Brave brother Yvonne came to warn them. LOL

so, happily playing by the waterfall and slide~ wee! LOL, then hungry, ate a bit, then play again, the current is so strong, then P2, Shammah went to Pudu Ulu to fly kites, tapi in the end tak jadi pun, why? coz takde angin.. too bad~ so we kick ball with the guys! yea! though im not good in kicking but i like to kick... LOL and after that we have potluck at Jason's House. yeah! then Weng said that i will K.O after going to Sg. Gabai, and guess what? i didnt. LOL, until at night la, going to fetch them back that time, so i have fought a good fight! LOL.and as soon as i reached home, i K.O-ed. LOL...

then sunday, still very very tired, after worship and class, i went lunch with Joce & Sun Sun at Kwan's, then go back to church and do the deco thingy for Outreach night. so that's all, bz right? then tmr after class, im going to Cheong K with college friends, LOL. so no rest at all. LOL.. and i seriously need a good sleep. have to upload photos, lain kali saja tag la. LOL.

ok, its late, and im K.O-ed again,
Good night guys!
The Dead One,
-Samantha-

TARC Lecturers.

hey guys, guess what? my class been canceled again... hah~~ when i was in certificate, to diploma semester 1, the lecturers and tutors are very hardworking, but now? haih~~ they keep canceling the class, wth?

ok, my mom's collegue needs to use the laptop now, i've gotta go... so update later~~

halo! im back! ok! where was i? right... well, yesterday i went TS with baby, barry, jenny, yenteng, munteng, and bibu just the seven of us and watched


not bad la... very touching also...

then fetched all of them back and me, baby and barry went for dinner near my place... heheheheh... well, nothing much to say for now... my blogging mood just flew away suddenly LOL... ok. night!

Are you a Christian?

Hello! pmr is over, and yesterday was a very very tiring and fun day for me, so is today la, woke up in the morning then prepare to go college, but tiba tiba my class canceled, so nevermind lor, then went to my mom's office, and then 10am something went to times square with piggy and bibu..

had lunch with eemay then 2pm we went Neway to sing K until 7pm... just imagine 6 hours of singing... LOL crazy right? but they all worned out after sometime, but im still high.. LOL and then went to search for baby's birthday present! and we bought dy.. LOL... baby, promise me you will use it? pls~~~

then long story la, cut it short la, we overnight at Pei San's house, (PT's sister) and watched TVXQ's 'O' jung ban hap concert.. then ate a few spoons of ice cream and king kai until 5am something and went to sleep...

and we had to wake up early, about 8 something. so dragging my feet... and then we reached the st john's place, and learned a lot of lessons just by helping them out. and feel that im really really blessed, and thank God that i can talk, because looking at those ppl, start to make me think, what if i cant sing? what if i cant hear? what if i cant walk? what if im down syndrome?! makes me learn how to be grateful..

and each of them are still very happy living their life each and everyday. and that's what suprise me... and at least God is looking out for them. and there's even ppl asked me: 'are you a Christian?' just by little things that i've done can actually show God's love to them, felt so touched and wanted to cry that time. and to tell u all the truth, all i've done was distributing water, food, cakes and ice creams. God truly works in wonders.

ok, so i have to get some sleep now
Good night.
Love,
Sam.

New Look!

i know to some or maybe many of you will think its ugly. coz not many knows how to like red in colour... i feel red colour has an attitude by itself. and very eye catching. LOL... dun complain! this is MY BLOG. dun like, dun read. i think this is my motto for my blog dy.. LOL

of coz sepcial thanks to BIBU TAN LEE CHOO who went through the trouble to help me do my blog layout, as i was too stupid.. i dunno how to make LOL... so i know its very very RED, but i like it.. LOL i love Red.

okie~~ so tmr i will be staying overnight at pei san's house pei tze's sister. hahha my ex teacher, i actually havent seen her since form 2? yea i think so... LOL and i have a packed friday. so i better get some sleep. tell u guys the details soon! bye! muacks!

Bloddy College!

haih.. i hate this college! why? i was at the library computer updating my blog and all, then while letting restaurant city to run by itself, and i didnt notice that the stupid staff was all the while behind me, maybe watcing what i was doing la, then i clicked on my restaurant city, and suddenly a black hand came out knocking on my desk and she said. no, means no games la, im not angry because she dont let me play, well a bit la, but what im most angry about is, halo~~ my privacy? my blog is only open to certain people, although no secrets in there la, but it is still my privacy! how rude for you to stand behind me and read my post!

college staffs have no bloddy manners at all! indian somemore! im not racist ok... but for some reason malays and indians always gets me angry. like recently in a lecture my lecturer is also an indian la, so when she came in and start talking with her aunty sharp voice, she has a lot of rules.

X handphones
X Laptops
X talking
X Lazing around
X Eating!

then my friend says, i also got 3 'X' for her
i forgot the other 2 la, but what i remember most is the last one
X indian
LOL, i will try to find out what are the other 2 'X'. haih... well, i have half an hour more for my class to start, and afterwards i will got zet yen's house to wait for my sis to fetch. boring school days ended for most of you, starting of hectic overflowing of bloddy assignments for me. peace!

Tag im it by Amanda

im now stuck in college and have nothing to do at all, yesterday i couldnt sleep at all, i was awake until 5am then only managed to sleep, haih... later i'll be fishing in lecture, LOL so im tag by my friend, in frienster, but im gonna do it here.

Random.
where are you now?: in college
why are you there?: go for class la.
is there anyone you know around you?: umm.. no.
define yourself in 1 word now: stupid

who is/are the:
first person you kissed?: why u wanna know?
male and female you've first held hands with? (not including family) and y?:
male: linus gua, play lor...
female: aunty liew or esther? coz u said not including family ma...
describe them in one word: liews?
is/are your best friends/close to?:
male: cyrus, linus lor.
Female: wow! a lot wor! pui mun, leechoo, PT, jocelyn, eemay and a lot la
who can u go to for best advice?: eemay or ernest.
the one you miss now?: my baby
do you wich to see now?:my baby

have you ever had/ have:
your heart broken b4? by who?:yea, a lot of ppl la!
someone you want to spend your life with?: yea
changed a person's life?: i dunno, have i?
cheated on someone b4?: no i dont think so...
boycott someone b4?: yea...

now, those who are your best friends are all tag!
tag another 2 who less update: umm... yannie?
and yenteng la.. LOL

dont let them down! =>

Mylo's Family!

well, today my class canceled, again. so im stuck at home doing nothing, then waited until dinner, and went to selayang mall.. not a bad place, but dun have cinema la, got hamsters, water fishes, rabbits. LOL...

so after dinner when gai gai a bit, coz we are still new in this area, this sat im gonna go st john's to help out orphans with bibu, PT and wing. haih. oh! wanna see Mylo's father and brother?


this is his papa! batman is his nama...


this is one of his brother. got another one but dunno go where, cannot find him, his name is bobo
look alike right? LOL

still my Mylo is the cutest... and my dog dun have rabbies!

Sorority Row

today after class i went to leisure mall to watch movie with baby. and we watched this movie, as G-Force was too late.



umm.. not nice to watch, its not as good as Orphan. so dont watch it. then baby fetch me back, but during the journey, baby is so tired, so sleep at my house for a while, then mom went to buy dinner with sis, then we ate, fixed the coffee table a bit then he went off to yam cha with wen cheong and his gay lover michael.

and i dun like facebook dy, i cant upload any pictures. nvm. i will try again tmr. hahaha!! so now i have nothing to do, nothing to say in my blog, those i wanted to say, i cannot say it here. but im really upset. haih... oh, baby forced mylo to dance with him.. LOL poor boy boy..


cute? XD

well, yesterday this naughty boy keep barking the whole night, you know for what? there's another stray dog outside and boy boy wants to play with him, but too bad he couldnt, and i couldnt sleep the whole night too. naughty boy! ok so thats all for the updates peeps. nite! muacks!