Cassiopeia: May 2009

Friday, May 22, 2009

Happy 1 year annivesary~

cannot believe its one year dy... seems like yesterday we just start our relationship :)
im very happy today..

well, looking back through everything we have been through, i've never regreted anything in my life. and i remember i said before that knowing you is the worst thing that had happen to my life.
but now, you have become the best thing in my life. even though now i start to feel very mushy about what im saying, coz im not use to saying all these stuffs, but for this one year anniversary, i will have to be a bit mushy. so readers pls bear with me, or just go out from my blog if you cant take it..

i havent been in a relationship this long before.. although, i try my best to keep them as long as possible in the past. but now thinking back i feel very stupid. because, they dun even love me the way u do, and yet im trying my best to keep them.

i know, sometimes im being very stupid and unreasonable, but at times, i really cannot stop being like that, and thank you so much for bearing with me for so long... actually, to tell you the truth, when i first started with you, i lost all hope, and i dun even think we can last until 1 or 2 months. but as every second, minutes, hours, days and months goes by. you gave me back my hope. Now, i hope that you will be the one that i will spend my whole life with.. to share everything with you in the future.

although the truth is im not really sure that u are able to give me a good family. that you can support me.. so does my mom, but i still have faith in you.. and who knows the future? you have written a lot of msg that made me touched and cried, but i havent. so i dun care, now you will have to cry no matter what...

being with you all the time makes me feel very safe and secure and more happy and in love each and every second, and everytime when we are apart frm each other.. i feel like going crazy.. and i will 'fat pei hei' and only you gave me this kind of feelings... well, apart from all these nonsense, i think you will know my main point. but i still wanna tell you myself..

i love you very much.. and i wanna continue loving you more than this much... and i will.
Happy 1 year annivesary~ Muacks!

OK! im done mushy-ing.... sorry yea you guys... hahahahaha!!!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Dissapointment

Today's musical is very dissapointing... i know that there will have a lot of things that will disapoint us..

but we really practiced really hard. first it was a sketch, me and irene was Niki and Jessica. then something came up, and irene couldnt make it for practice, and it was the 4 or 5 days before the sketch, so it was to last minute for my sis to learn up everything...

so james had to change everything, not the songs la... just the acting and all... and turned to a conversation like u all have seen. but practice that time was quite good and satisfying la, but i think all of us panic so... it went down the drain... so sad and dissapointed until i wanted to cry... i even practiced until i have no more voice left to sing and the outcome... is really dissapointing...

haiz~~

Thursday, May 14, 2009

My DSC-T90

this is my camera~

i actually wanted a red colour wan, but dun have, they only have black.. black is quite nice la.... hor???

i have a new camera now, hehe^^ im happy^^ all because of my beautician class APT, i have to do a folio of myself, with everything i have learned, i think its a report of something la, maybe is when i can go out and work as a makeup artist on my own

im now, quite intereted in hair styling now, although some of it is hard, but i find it fun. its like puzzle, but after u got it right, u'll feel satisfaction and very hapy. maybe i will really start my own business...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mothers Day

To all Moms...

well, we as children can easily satisfy them, i only wished baby's mom happy mothers day and she replied something that shocked me... heheheh

she replied, thank you so much for being so thoughtful, i love you, u are like my daughter. take care :-*

im not here to show off or brag about this, although im happy i got this kind of reply, but it seriously made me shocked and scared. even this little sms can make her happy... i mean to all mothers la, i also smsed a lot of mothers that i know..

well, my mom? no feel... che~~