Broke

yes i am. im sorry, this is a emo moment. i am not complaining but im really not in a good mood because i am starving...

yes i am completely broke. with no money for food and education anymore. it is this serious. why? because i gave out everything. so i will be broke for 1 month with no lunch and breakfast for 1 month. and im guessing next month will be no difference as i have a broke commander and assistants as well. i cant expect them to pay much can i? LOL. i need food so badly now. =( mentors? saving money for child birth. i dont even want them to pay much as well...

and my gastric is getting worst nowadays! yay! LOL... but i am serious. i get gastric everytime nowadays. and i cant eat ANYTHING spicy ANYMORE. coz even a little hunger will cause gastric juice to come out. like now. yes i suppose most of u will say. eat la. if you dont it gets more worst. so try to read my title again i am broke. i got gastric yesterday night, and i couldnt sleep + i miss my mom and i am not used to sleeping alone at all! i hope she comes back fast =( i miss her so so so so so so so much!

house? no food, coz since my mom left, my granma has been lazy to cook, so yesterday i ate maggie. and i promised a friend to not eat maggie so much anymore. LOL. but tonight he's treating me dinner and movies... heheheh ^^ lucky me =)

so if you guys think you are broke, think again... you are not worst than i am. my bank has only RM 2! hah! yes. i win. =p

i hope my mom is here for me to manja now... =( i think i took her for granted again... =(

CNY Cookies

Hey guys! im excited CNY is coming~! well.. mainly because im now really broke. LOL... have you all start buying or making ur CNY biscuits yet? i have =) well.. its actually not a cookie.. its crushed cornflakes with chocolate. and its yummy~! its my mom's idea and i have to make them for her... haih... mothers... they just drag you along in their mess...

Look how thick is this Chocolate! this is a really really good chocolate because its actually imported from...

i forgot where. but anyways. its good because it melts straight a way when i put it in the boiling water =)

crushed corn flakes =)

the chocolate its actually dark. but i think because i flashed the pot. so it looks really... light brown. 

Cake Sense~

hey guys, i wanna share some really delicious pictures to you ^^ keke...

This shop is in TTDI. where we buy cake for my Kaiyea's Birthday =)

i really like to see their cakes.

CNY Cupcakes. cute right?

This is the cake we bought for him =)

And i ask my mom to buy this for me too. New York Cheese Balls

I have to say its super Cheezyyyyy~!

And guess what?! today.. i drove to work! kekekekekekeke

and i have to say, KL road is really difficult to drive in! but it was okie =)

And Im Back to Watching Charmed again =) later!

Fireflies - Sam Tsui

just when i heard this version. my jaws dropped. kekekeke... its a cute version too right? LOL! i've heard a lot of the songs that he sang, still Just a Dream is my favorite. kekekeke. and he only looks really good only in that Video. AHAHAHAHAH!

This one is nice too =) Replay by Iyaz.

But i really like almost all the versions he sang. its a lot better than the original one =)

today i have a lot of post, but then, i'll think i'll save it for tomorrow. im afraid im out of things to blog about later.

Camwhore

Hey~. yes.. i've been camwhoring in the office yesterday. LOL... making ugly faces... well, since im so free, and i really dunno what to do after cleaning up the office and online as i usually do. I guess. no one could get uglier than me. hahahahah...

i took this like last 3 days ago. hhahahahaha.. No make up! i still have Rosy cheeks ^^ kekekekekeke =p

and listening to Just a Dream by Sam Tsui.

Mango Plucking.

Mango Plucking can be really tiring...have you tried before? because my who family are females, we also gotta do the man's job. LOL. one of them which is actually plucking Mango. and its VERY tiring. this year our Mango tree produce a little lesser than last year. but. its a lot bigger too! =)

see the biggest one? at the bottom left, yes. i plucked it myself. with a little bit of help from my mom.. hehehehe.. when i mean a little bit. i am telling the truth okie.

This is a picture of yesterday morning's sky... hahahah very dark right? feels like its gonna be a heavy rain.

just in case some of you slept through the day. LOL

Oh and did you guys have a good sleep last night? i havent. i woke up at 4am in the morning, and i couldnt get back to sleep... =( until about 5am + coz i forced myself to sleep. the funny thing is when i woke up. i feel REALLY VERY SLEEPY. but i just couldnt fall back to sleep. and its not like i have a nightmare also... im so sleepy now. i almost couldnt wake up at 8am this morning.

and then tonight, my mom, sis and I are going to my kai yea's place. haih. going there to get bullied again =(
not that i hate him or dont like him, its just that sometimes. i get bored and offended too. and just because he's elder than me. i cant say anything=( yes, its very sad. why? because i respect him okie. and because today is his Birthday. my mom wanna celebrate it with him..

Yesterday night....
Mom: tomorrow night i wanna go Uncle Bernard's house la
Me: why?
Mom: tomorrow is his birthday ma...
Me: Oh....
Mom: why you sound like that? you not excited meh?
Me: har? oh... yay.....
Mom: *stare*
Me =l

alright guys. tomorrow, will be a post of funny pictures. kekekeke!

Just a Dream

Hey guys, i have 2 post today, just in case you have not noticed it. haha.. im so in love with this song

Yes, i know its pretty late to announce it coz everyone has already seen and heard it like a thousand times. i really love this version of Just a dream. and guess what? it was played in Red fm in their late night love songs =D.

and im never bored of his songs. but this is my favorite song of his. Sam Tsui. eemay found one of his video. i think its Just the way you are. but i still kindda like the original one. but you guys should really listen to his version of If I Die Young. AWESOME~! and thats how i got to know him =)

this is his version of If I Die Young =) after listening to this you'll fall totally in love with him =) i mean... his voice actually. ahahahahaha... but yes. after looking at him long enough he is handsome.

lately i've been buzy with group stuff =) group badge. so yea. i dun really have anything to blog about lately. having so many things to manage. im surprised that i havent blown up.. kekekek i used to panic and blow up! by that i mean freak out. yes. im also a drama queen. kekekeke. but then im thankful im still under control =)

and people, pls stop asking me when am i going back to study. if you still ask and dont get a reply from me, it means im fed up of you. hahahahha. yes. it a better way to ignore you than to tell it to you. coz.. these things does not have a gentle way to say it out but ignore. so, you know, i know. i now am waiting for the Intake.

just now i got a call from  a guy, right, i even forgot to tell you this, an insurance agent came to my shop about last 2 weeks. so in that week, that particular day. LOL he went shop to shop to get the company's chop for his own reference, and his name his Thye Ming. so he came to my shop. then he starts explaining to me what is insurance this and that. so he gave me his name card and all. and talking to me like talking to a little girl. LOL. but the insurance plan that he introduced to me is really not bad. its called PruLink One. yes, Prudential. for those of you who dont have insurance you guys better get one, its good for you =)

but then since i already have a few that my mom bought from me, i dun wanna burden her with more insurance to pay, and he's really a nice guy =) he said if after my studies i dont have a job i can come look for him and he will try to introduce a job for me there =)

so more post, vids and photos up to come in the future. kekekeke

My Added Resolutions for this year:
Wake Up Early
Blog more and more. kekekeke

Good Morning!

i think this morning is gonna be a rainy one... why? i reached pavilion this morning with a very cloudy, gloomy and sleepy mood. hahahaha. i now automatically woke up before 7:30. how do i know? because i always set my alarm to 7:30am. so even before my alarm rings i woke up. but then, it was too early. soooo i sleep back. haahahahaha... and i will usually only snooze for half an hour. so i wake up at 8am. bathe 15 minutes. and i got ready. eat breakfast? nope. i dont eat breakfast.

oh guys! i found a video, on how to destroy your dark circles.. to those who have =) you have to do it every morning and night =) so here goes.

Hahaha. yea just watch this video right here. so i dunno whether is cotton wipes similar to baby wipes. but i use baby wipes. and yesterday night i just pop em in the freezer. and this morning i did and pop em in the freezer again. so tonight after im sdone with group stuff i have to do this again. its really easy. and i really like this girl too. her videos are really helpful.

but to those who have really obvious dark circles. maybe you can try it out for maybe 1/2 weeks. will be updating more about her videos =)

Just Pictures.

hey guys. i dun have much to say today. but i have few pictures to share =) enjoy....

from the right side are my relatives from UK. =)

this is William and Mylo! look how cute is mylo =)

my first 2011 Picture! and mom bought new sunglasses for me =)

Sis and I! in 2011

in the office. i no longer know how to smile anymore when i want to take a picture of myself. how sad=(

Richard came yesterday and bought me this =) simply because i have no lunch. how sweet =) Thank you!!!

do not misunderstand. just a Brother in CHrist, caring for a Sister in Christ =)

this is really nice =) Egg tart.

Cheese Stick!

this boy, is Jonathan. he's really cute isnt he? he's from U.S.A =) but he migrate to M'sia =)

Pavilion has put up CNY Deco!!!!

=)

Donation.

oh my..... i totally forgot what i wanted to share today.... wait.... let me think...

RIGHT! donation yesterday a woman, came to the shop. and then i thought she was a patient and she made an appointment. then she starts introducing herself, and all then she gave me a note saying.

"Hello,
I'm from Mongolia. I'm an international volunteer.
I'm working in on Africa, Asia Foundation.
Today I'm doing fundraising for six country's children.
Our fund goes to school and kindergarden support.
Sorry, could you make a donation?
You can donate any amount.
Just from your heart.
God love you. Thank you."

then she gave me her card to prove that she's not a fraud.

well, i want to ask you guys a few question... if you were me, just lets say she did not take her card out to prove she's not a fraud. will you donate? well, its okie if your answer is a NO. coz i wouldnt give as well. Why? coz its our hard earned money right?

i've been like that since... i was young.. coz my mom sometimes would say some of the ppl who ask money from you might be frauds.... not that she's selfish or anything. but you wouldnt understand how hard my mom works for us. Only woman who provides for a family. with a no use husband. and when i was young i wanted something. my mom would always tell me. i will give.. if only i have a lot of money, whatever you want, i also will want to give. but i dont.

so since young. though i still spend a lot of money. but i know how to treasure money. until when me and Jenruw went out together. a guy stand up to us to ask us to make a donation, then Jenruw gave RM10. then i asked him. why you give? what it that person is a fraud leh? and plus you yourself also poor wan wor...

he said. how you know he's lying leh? what if its true? he said, just dont care whether what he says its true a not, we are capable, we can earn the money back. even if we're not working, we are blessed that we have parents. once you dont have money, you can just ask from them and they will give you.

but children are not capable of working. neither are handicaps... if you have the ability. why so selfish? so i tell you one thing, that time my purse, only have RM 10. if i were to give. i will not have money to eat lunch. and i was starving. for once, i really wanted to give myself this excuse saying. u know what, i have no money also. i need to eat lunch also. yes i have been thinking a lot, and that person has stand there for quite sometime. and i think she can see im quite reluctant to give. but then children who dont have education, how are they gonna find a better job in the future? so i just thought. i am getting my salary soon enough. so starve for few days doesnt matter so much. and since im having dinner at yvonne's house later. so just give la. so i just have that RM 10 with a smile. and i actually felt good about it. maybe you would say. if we do something good,  surely we will feel good about it..

my point is not on how good am i that i gave my one and only RM10. my point is like what jenruw said. why are u so sure? how are u so sure? and yes. we are capable so why so selfish? in the end.. the girl said to me. thank you... God bless you =) and i was thinking jokingly.. yea God.. you better bless me now... im starving... kekekekekkekeke....

but still, this is your own choice to give =)

Happy New Year...

hahah hey guys, i dun think im too late for this though, its just 4 days kekekekke. Happy new year Guys. well, i finally got to eat what i have been asking my granma to cook for me... kekekke guess what is it....

yes, i know this is not much, and maybe most of you will say ceh! after seeing thos picture. BUT. though its just a simple meal. it gives great satisfaction. simply boil water and make the soup, throw some fish ball and soften the bihun.. and then u can eat dy.  

Eating with red chili is the best combination. not chili padi.

Oh! and one random fact about me... i dun eat anchovies in soup. i only eat them in the Nasi Lemak style... kekekekekekekeke. what i'd do with them? give it to Mylo. He Loves it! and its good for him too. fish are protein! but i think according to my mom anchovies are good for bones. so can u see why my Mylo is so handsome now? hahahah because of his bone structure....

see... i promised i'll post lots of pictures... hehehehhe though its not much now. but there are more to come!