Broke

yes i am. im sorry, this is a emo moment. i am not complaining but im really not in a good mood because i am starving...

yes i am completely broke. with no money for food and education anymore. it is this serious. why? because i gave out everything. so i will be broke for 1 month with no lunch and breakfast for 1 month. and im guessing next month will be no difference as i have a broke commander and assistants as well. i cant expect them to pay much can i? LOL. i need food so badly now. =( mentors? saving money for child birth. i dont even want them to pay much as well...

and my gastric is getting worst nowadays! yay! LOL... but i am serious. i get gastric everytime nowadays. and i cant eat ANYTHING spicy ANYMORE. coz even a little hunger will cause gastric juice to come out. like now. yes i suppose most of u will say. eat la. if you dont it gets more worst. so try to read my title again i am broke. i got gastric yesterday night, and i couldnt sleep + i miss my mom and i am not used to sleeping alone at all! i hope she comes back fast =( i miss her so so so so so so so much!

house? no food, coz since my mom left, my granma has been lazy to cook, so yesterday i ate maggie. and i promised a friend to not eat maggie so much anymore. LOL. but tonight he's treating me dinner and movies... heheheh ^^ lucky me =)

so if you guys think you are broke, think again... you are not worst than i am. my bank has only RM 2! hah! yes. i win. =p

i hope my mom is here for me to manja now... =( i think i took her for granted again... =(