L4D?!

I got something funny to share with you all

heheheh.. so funny~

LOL, why is zoey always the victim? LOL

i actually got a lot of things to post to u all, but, i scared after i post all, i got no more post to post to fill in my holiday, so im just gonna slowly post them. heheheheh.

Too much words?

there's this friend i knew from Liew Kar Weng, his name is Brandon la, we were chatting, then we talked about blogs, so he said that when he sees a lot of words, he'll get dizzy. i said, then i think my blog is balanced la. but then when he visit my blog, he said a bit dizzy.

so now, i will improve my blog more, i will try to post a lot of pictures up! this is the shortest post i have ever had. LOL! now, to the next post!

Tania Chang Pui Teng?!

i was chatting with my mom in the car, while sending me of to college for exam this afternoon, then we talked about my dad, and what name he wanted to give me b4 i was born. My dad is a superstitious man, and when he went to read his palm, the man said that he is lacking of Gold and Light, so when my sis was born, he named her Tammy Chang Pui Kim, then 4 years after that, i was in my mom's womb, he wanted to name me Tania Chang Pui Teng, sounds funny right? the Teng, is Light in mandarin.

Now, why am i named Tania Chang Pui May? LOL, im very proud to tell you why. wahahhahahahahahaah~

Coz when i was born, i did NOT cry, i laugh instead. so the doctor didnt hit my butt for me to cry, and just gave me to my dad, so he see, this little girl is soooo beautiful, therefore, he called me Chang Pui May. and my May in mandarin means beautiful. LOL. then i asked my mom, then what happened to the Teng?~ LOL. she said. " i donno your father la!" im lucky i am named May, because Teng sounds really weird.

LOL!
TaniaChangPuiMay.

Ulcer!!!!!!

I have a big big big ulcer on my lips, and its hurting each time i move my lips, and im always used to listening to music, so when i wanted to sing a few lines cannot, coz it hurts a lot~

wanna see? i know u want! LOL..

see?
closer shot of it!

i was having a break on my studying, having headache all the sudden~ then i thought, very long i dont have a latest picture of me! so here u go!

never seen me with my specs right? here's the nerdy me~ and yes, i do wear specs. Now u know~ how can a nerd be so pretty?! LOL perasannya~
hehe~
woof!

Burn & Drink!

Burn & Drink! is my lecturer's way of saying "This is VERY IMPORTANT!!!" LOL... i will prove it, when we went to our last lecture for final exam Tips! oh and b.t.w, she is my favorite lecturer!


Yes, this is my writing. dont comment on my "&" i know its terbalik, but i cannot draw the correct one.

20

just a blink of an eye we're all one year older, and i'll be 20 years old in a few month's time. even thought im not officially 20 yet, but i already can feel change in me, not in physical change la, but mentally, physical change i think is just my looks lor, look more older than i use to be LOL. after form 5 i changed a lot!

im a very reckless person, and im very 'yea man' i think in english is call sassy? though i still am a bit of those, but i really did change, my thinking is much more mature now, things that i couldnt let go, i let go, just like soo jen ruw, i never thought i will ever let you go, and i really did hate you, but now, i dun feel anything for u at all. whether u lie to me about not having another girl or not i also dun care anymore. but one thing i know is, i wont let the same person hurt me twice.

ok la, so to say. im more 'protective' of myself. oh, and i've never been so serious in a group before, though im serious in serving in my previous groups la, but now, im MORE serious. LOL. its a good thing right? i hope my seriousness is in the right motive too. LOL. and i started to think b4 i do things or say things, for those of u who havent seen me scold someone b4, let me tell u, in secondary school, someone bullied me and my best friend. and her sentance always got a few Fucks wan, come on la, we are all secondary school and above right? so don need to say yer and pretend innocent. LOL! then one day i really behtahan ah! then i scolded her, i was form 2 then. she cried. im not boasting, im telling u how bad i am in the past. LOL.

then now, there is one person, that i really wish to slap the person in the face, and scold the fella, but i learn to let the fella go also. so im more mature dy right? hoping the person will change la, and change isnt something overnight, its in the process, same as me, yes, im not completely changed. but i will be, just wait and see! so 20 years old is memorable to me. i will need to remember this, so i post this up. hehe. i wonder what will i feel the next year? and i'll be officially an adult next year!

oh ya, and those ppl who are pushing me to learn driving, not that i dont want, its just that i always fail, and I DID READ OKIE? and my marks are 1 or 2 points from passing, then uncle Edison's class said that, same as driving, maybe it is not yet time for me to drive yet, so thank God that people are still alive. LOL! i think he is right, i can really imagine what will happen if i got a car, not only i go around killing ppl, i also committing suicide also. LOL. i will still try to learn my driving, but if it still dont work, i can assure u that God doesnt want me to drive yet. LOL. so dont push me la.

i like the different me!

Welcome Back Chiaw Er~

hehehehee my cousin sis just came back from Russia. i wanna go out with her, i wanna go Sunway lagoon! and i tertiba wanna go ice skating again! and i wanna go sing K... anyone wanna do any of these with me? LOL!

i just have to tahan until 27th! and i'll be FREE! oh~ i just heard from my friend that the SJ concert, my Ki Bum not going to be there, not only that there are 2 more members not going, Kang In and Hankyung a.k.a Hangeng.

This is HanKyung a.k.a Hangeng... he is from China

And this is KangIn.

LOL... yea so since my Ki bum also not coming i also wont feel so bad about not getting to go to the concert la! LOL, and Ki bum must be really buzy, hope he gets some rest soon also.. I wanna watch his movie!

okie.. my mom now "forcing" me to watch HK drama with her... gtg! BYE!

Recording

It's my First time going to a recording studio, and im really excited, though the part me and sook kuan did was just "Hey! Hey!" but it was not easy. LOL, and those ppl are really professionals and perfectionist. LOL good thing also, and in the studio is really comfortable

see? LOL, its filled with comfy cushions and bean bags and giant pillows... heheheh.. then the whole room is cold cold wan.. those ppl there are really friendly and funny by the way. if i have another chance, i would definitely wanna go there again! Oh! their band name is "Inverted Coma" they were trying to translate it to another Chinese dialect first they tried Hokkien, then cannot, then tried Cantonese. LOL we laughed until cannot stop, they whole studio is so noisy, then i start to think, so super junior recording that time is also like that lor? hehehehehehehehe~ so fun...

Dissapointment II

why? coz i finally decided im not going to Super Junior's concert. haih.. why? coz it fall on a saturday, and i cannot leave my group Jordan alone. i will feel more guilty than happy if i go. i know im making the right choice, but still, im quite sad, coz i wont get to see Ki Bum. i really really want to see him.. LOL dont get me wrong, im not forcing myself to do this. i know i will be more happier if i stick with my group. Great is my reward in Heaven? Amen! LOL

well, God knows im quite sad, so i think he send a lot of ppl to talk to me also.. hahahah! and they really did cheer me up! one of them is my secondary school friend his name is Joe. he said,

Joe: dun get to see SJ nevermind la, at least u talking to Super Senior ma. LOL
Me: you same age as me la!
Joe: when's ur birthday?
Me: 21st April
Joe: wow.. very close to mine
Me: i know, u're 4th April ma...
Joe: oh! u still remember!
Me: of coz! i got good memory ma... Not like u...
Joe: i remember ma.. ur birthday is 21st April
Me: of coz la! i tell you dy ma!
Joe: hahahahhahahahahaha!

then the other one is TENG PUI MUN! nothing much la.. i find this funny only..
Pui mun: maybe you can see them in heaven....
Me: ya lor hor... since Ki Bum also a Christian.. got possibility.. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

im all better now... i wont die even if i dun get to see them right? mm! maybe God will provide another chance to meet them too! ^^

Bye Bye!

SUPER JUNIOR!

They are coming! this march for their concert! i've never been to a concert before.. i wanna go!!! at least let me see Ki Bum's real person. LOL

when they first debut. all also look so ugly. LOL
i like this poster... i mean the design and all la...

now you know who is Ki bum... LOL
Marry U concert tour~
Don't Don Album, im still trying to figure out what is dont don....
maybe we should take our song fest group picture like this? LOL...

Can you tell which one is Ki Bum? LOL... i know, everyone says they look the same, but where got~


i'll tell you which one la, he looks stupid in this picture la, he is the one at the first one at the Left bottom. LOL.

i dont know much about him, all i know that he is not always with super junior because he is always caught up with acting, in dramas and ads, one of it is called rainbow romance. LOL! i watch one part of it. not bad wor~ then he is a Christian. then now he just finished filming his First movie! then now he has to practice a lot for the concert. poor him.. oh! and he can cry in less than 1 minute if everyone was silent. i watched it in E.H.B (Exploration of Human Body) its like fun science. LOL has 12 episodes btw... very geng oh his acting skills? i also wanna have that skill... LOL. he loves boxing! so he has THICK knuckles... oh and he likes to wear singlets LOL. either black or white. LOL.

this is the movie.. LOL
dunno why he has a very blur/dumb face wan wor...

when he smiles his eyes have that half moon shape. so funny.. LOL

BFFs~

Friends are people you can find anywhere, they can be new or old, and you can make friends where ever you are, but close friends? best friends? are hardest to find. because, its not like everyday you can appoint someone you know that you can trust your secrets with. and trusting this person that he/she will not tell your secrets to ANYONE. As for me, i am lucky that God gave me many Best Friends. which i can cherish a lot. and enjoy being with them, and feels comfortable with. and Best Friends gives you plenty of advice. why? because they love and cares for you. I remember i had a facebook application about quotes about friendships. the one i most remembers is, it goes SOMETHING like that la...

"Best friends are like bras, they hold you and supports you"

this sounds perverted, but its really true. LOL... Im blessed enough to already have a happy family (though not perfect), and im very blessed that God hasnt took away my mom from me due to her sickness. maybe one of the reasons i can be this strong, is because of the Best Friends i have =) then i really want to Thank each and everyone of you...

Eemay - the most easiest name to type when i sms. LOL, this is my ONE AND ONLY picture with you.. LOL, i think only since last year im starting be get close to you and opened up to you, before that you really look quite fierce during mentor meeting, maybe because you are very serious. LOL, then Thank God i came to know you more better. then now we are really close and i hope this feeling will last forever. and even we have our little hangout place and our little private spot. and our emoticon miang/ indeed you are one of the person i really have to cherish for the rest of my whole entire life. and having a friend like you is a privilege.. Im happy that i can trust you with my secrets and im more happy when u trust me back with yours. indeed our 2nd trip to Gasoline isn't enough. LET'S DO THIS AGAIN! miang/.

Davina - though you are younger than me, but you are a lot more mature than me, and you've always stayed by my side whenever im emo, sometimes you may seem 38, but i know you still cares for me a lot. and you've been very honest to me, and thats how i like it, coz that's how a friendship can last. though you hate this picture, but i like it very much. and you are the person that i always talk to in church and my house phone, LOL. you are really hugable... though you are hamsap in the past, but you've changed a lot since last year. and you are the first friend that will sms i love you to me. so..................... i love you too lah~~ LOL

Jocelyn - we close since Group James! so now we've known each other for quite sometime now... and you helped me a lot, by being my make up model coz you know i really need one. then you had to rush to APT right after work, i know its tiring, so im very thankful. then you are like eemay always giving useful advice. and im happy to have a friend like you. and some how you like the same things i like, like ppl drawing your back and so on.. LOL. sitting beside you every sunday makes me happy =)

Pui Mun - Oi! u ayam betina! LOL... i know a lot about you and your bitch and you know a lot about me and my ex sakai... i like it when i always see you so happy and crazy, you are like the mood maker, but when you are sad, u will say a lot of nonsense, so remember that God is always with you and no one is more important than Him alone. im very happy to have known you. you've always encouraged me because of your strong character. and somehow some of our personality and character are alike. this is my favorite picture of you and me, because your face looks fat and chubby. wahahhahahahhahahaah!

Leechoo - you are always quiet, but im happy that you've opened up to me, and since camp transformation we've talked a lot to each other. so even though we're not in the same group, i hope you will continue to talk to other members, coz you're already a committee =) i feel that you're very observant, because, what others cannot see in me, you saw, even though i didnt tell anyone about it, and thank you for telling me also. truly u are a very good friend =) and i hope that you will continue to serve the Lord in your group.

PeiTze - you're a very annoying, paranoid, naive & cheerful girl. you make everyone comfortable being with you and thats how i like it, and you always hang out with us, and before we know it, group shammah became closer and closer, and now, even we're in different groups, we're still BFFs! though i always bully you and dont wanna talk to you whenever you're paranoid, for that i wanna say sorry lah... but you've been a really good friend, and even though some of my problems you dont quite understand yet, but you are still willing to listen to me, and comfort me, your presence makes me happy =) so keep coming to church. dont feel like dont wanna come to church yea. you're an officer now, so you have responsibility.

okie~ this is all i have for today, i have to sleep now. good night.

My blog feels so empty...

well, not with posts... but readers... LOL... i feel like no one reads my blog at all and due to less updates from other blogs, i also feel lazy to post anything. and maybe because i update lesser so no one wanna come and read dy... LOL. well, today i woke up at about 11am something, then now waiting for eemay to reply my hello on MSN.

today, im gonna watch movie with yuke bin, eemay and michael. hahaha! so i am a bit excited about the movie, though i dun really have any interest about it la... but since quite a number of ppl said that its a worth watch movie... then i guess no harm trying to watch it lor~~ hahaha unlike other movies... and my country story wouldnt load... haih... i wanna harvest my crops!!!

now electricians are here to fix somethings la.. i dunno what they are fixing... dont really care also.. LOL. and yesterday we had meeting and it was considered a fruitful one. at least we finalized quite a number of issues. and on my way back, sin huey is fetching me, then we had fruitful talk also, and i get to know more about her, which is really important, since we on the same group for the whole year, and i found out that our way of doing things are very very similar.. hahahhaha!

then just now dillion called me, and asked me whether can i go for recording in T.T.D.I.. and i am still wondering what is it. so this sat after making badge thing i will follow him to T.T.D.I thats where my "kai yea" lives..

ok... i have nothing else to talk about now... i miss my mylo now... wanna go down and play with him.. bye bye...

Bad Mood?

Mylo seem to be having a bad mood... dun think im weird, but dogs do have mood... i gave him his favorite marshmallow and he wouldnt eat it... hmmp... i wonder what is he thinking about... he's not sick or whatever.

but puteh is in a very good mood.. lately i dunno what to update. so i didnt update and also because im emo-ing.... LOL... well, wednesday im hanging out with yuke bin, eemay, michael and yeeling... heheheh.. watching Sherlock Holmes... then thursday is my exam. English test... dun need to study wan la~~ LOL since i so pro in english.. LOL.. tonight got meeting... haih..

now i feel that life is so meaningless, why? coz im now on study break, malas to study so i end up doing nothing at home everyday... no one to talk to other than eemay.. this feeling sucks... i really wanna go out somewhere and play... but too bad, im poor.. now since mylo no mood, also make me no mood...

my naughty boy!

isnt he cute?~ LOL

depressed...
MUACKS~~

Long snout...

stretch like a cat~~ swt...

Mylo's stupid face....

My hansem boy! how MANLY~~
another bodoh face of his... LOL...

this dog never fails to make me laugh... he was cute and cuddly when he was young. but now, he is stupid, hansem and manly.. LOL... this is MY dog... MYLO~~~

Random

Hello guys! so sorry for not updating for so long... so how have u guys been doing lately? as for me, im not on a study break, which means final exam is coming, and i havent watch Avatar... haih...

i so wanna go out now... and i so dun wanna study.. but now, i havent start my studying at all.. LOL! i want my holiday! NOW!~ well, yesterday night is a very fruitful night for me. why? coz i had a dinner date with EEMAY! LOL... we went to Gasoline Kepong. we chat until 12am something.. and reached home about 1am ++ LOL... i wanna do this again! LOL and today i woke up at 12pm something la... LOL really learnt a lot of things from her... too bad she is not my mentor for this year... i miss her so so so so much~ miang/ eemay~~~ LOL.... and we really sit, eat and chat. for like 9 somthing until 1 something... and we didnt stop, so after i was lying on my bed... my cheeks feels so sour.. LOL... now a bit painful LOL.. muscel ache.. LOL!!!!

so how's ur new year? hehehehe... mine is normal lor... except going to aunty tang's open house... then davina also there chat until my mouth very tired. yea i think thats it..

OH! this say JORDAN is going to have CHOCOLATE PICNIC! yay! ON AH!!!!