Donation.

oh my..... i totally forgot what i wanted to share today.... wait.... let me think...

RIGHT! donation yesterday a woman, came to the shop. and then i thought she was a patient and she made an appointment. then she starts introducing herself, and all then she gave me a note saying.

"Hello,
I'm from Mongolia. I'm an international volunteer.
I'm working in on Africa, Asia Foundation.
Today I'm doing fundraising for six country's children.
Our fund goes to school and kindergarden support.
Sorry, could you make a donation?
You can donate any amount.
Just from your heart.
God love you. Thank you."

then she gave me her card to prove that she's not a fraud.

well, i want to ask you guys a few question... if you were me, just lets say she did not take her card out to prove she's not a fraud. will you donate? well, its okie if your answer is a NO. coz i wouldnt give as well. Why? coz its our hard earned money right?

i've been like that since... i was young.. coz my mom sometimes would say some of the ppl who ask money from you might be frauds.... not that she's selfish or anything. but you wouldnt understand how hard my mom works for us. Only woman who provides for a family. with a no use husband. and when i was young i wanted something. my mom would always tell me. i will give.. if only i have a lot of money, whatever you want, i also will want to give. but i dont.

so since young. though i still spend a lot of money. but i know how to treasure money. until when me and Jenruw went out together. a guy stand up to us to ask us to make a donation, then Jenruw gave RM10. then i asked him. why you give? what it that person is a fraud leh? and plus you yourself also poor wan wor...

he said. how you know he's lying leh? what if its true? he said, just dont care whether what he says its true a not, we are capable, we can earn the money back. even if we're not working, we are blessed that we have parents. once you dont have money, you can just ask from them and they will give you.

but children are not capable of working. neither are handicaps... if you have the ability. why so selfish? so i tell you one thing, that time my purse, only have RM 10. if i were to give. i will not have money to eat lunch. and i was starving. for once, i really wanted to give myself this excuse saying. u know what, i have no money also. i need to eat lunch also. yes i have been thinking a lot, and that person has stand there for quite sometime. and i think she can see im quite reluctant to give. but then children who dont have education, how are they gonna find a better job in the future? so i just thought. i am getting my salary soon enough. so starve for few days doesnt matter so much. and since im having dinner at yvonne's house later. so just give la. so i just have that RM 10 with a smile. and i actually felt good about it. maybe you would say. if we do something good,  surely we will feel good about it..

my point is not on how good am i that i gave my one and only RM10. my point is like what jenruw said. why are u so sure? how are u so sure? and yes. we are capable so why so selfish? in the end.. the girl said to me. thank you... God bless you =) and i was thinking jokingly.. yea God.. you better bless me now... im starving... kekekekekkekeke....

but still, this is your own choice to give =)