Happy 1 year annivesary~

cannot believe its one year dy... seems like yesterday we just start our relationship :)
im very happy today..

well, looking back through everything we have been through, i've never regreted anything in my life. and i remember i said before that knowing you is the worst thing that had happen to my life.
but now, you have become the best thing in my life. even though now i start to feel very mushy about what im saying, coz im not use to saying all these stuffs, but for this one year anniversary, i will have to be a bit mushy. so readers pls bear with me, or just go out from my blog if you cant take it..

i havent been in a relationship this long before.. although, i try my best to keep them as long as possible in the past. but now thinking back i feel very stupid. because, they dun even love me the way u do, and yet im trying my best to keep them.

i know, sometimes im being very stupid and unreasonable, but at times, i really cannot stop being like that, and thank you so much for bearing with me for so long... actually, to tell you the truth, when i first started with you, i lost all hope, and i dun even think we can last until 1 or 2 months. but as every second, minutes, hours, days and months goes by. you gave me back my hope. Now, i hope that you will be the one that i will spend my whole life with.. to share everything with you in the future.

although the truth is im not really sure that u are able to give me a good family. that you can support me.. so does my mom, but i still have faith in you.. and who knows the future? you have written a lot of msg that made me touched and cried, but i havent. so i dun care, now you will have to cry no matter what...

being with you all the time makes me feel very safe and secure and more happy and in love each and every second, and everytime when we are apart frm each other.. i feel like going crazy.. and i will 'fat pei hei' and only you gave me this kind of feelings... well, apart from all these nonsense, i think you will know my main point. but i still wanna tell you myself..

i love you very much.. and i wanna continue loving you more than this much... and i will.
Happy 1 year annivesary~ Muacks!

OK! im done mushy-ing.... sorry yea you guys... hahahahaha!!!