Memories..

well, dun really know what to write, so this is just a memory of me with my dad, well, i once thought that i have a 'perfect family' until the day he left us when i was standard 4, it din hurt me that much. coz i was too young to understand adult thingy... so a few years later, when my eldest bro died of dunno wat intestine problem, i reunited with him when i was form 4, i heard the things that i wanted to hear my whole life from him... like i love you, im very proud of you, and he even came to church and hear me sing... and also always go to his house to visit him and eat dinner together, and do stuff... and i din know having a dad was so fun... prayed and ask for things that are impossible, like wish that he would live with us again, and he would never leave me again... but he died in 5th dec 2007... that was the day i regreted that i did not visit him in the hospital, when he is infected my a virus called tubercollosis (TIBI) for short... and his elder sis (my aunt), scolded my family and said that we are just acting sad when he died, coz, we din go and see him when he was in the hospital, i was so pissed, but i have nothing to say, coz, i also felt sad.. and that time when he was in hospital, SPM is drawing near.. i couldnt study at all...

so i din get too good for my results... not bad either... average la... but i couldnt stop thinking about my dad though... well there's so much to say about him, but if i were to tell... i think you'll fall asleep, but if your intrested can IM me in msn or just ask me straight in church

well enough of my dad, lets talk about church! well, i FINALLY found the information im suppose to do in vincent's class oh... i hate bibiology... i dun like it when we all have to do all this stuff... haha.. but i love his class very very much, atleast he make you talk, and his class is very very interesting... im lucky i get to be in his class.. i wish i never change teacher... (again wishing something impossible) but SHIT i cant print it out!!! ARGHHH!!! stupid printer... nevermind, try to restart the whole thing after im done blogging, i already stop blogging ever since my dad died, so now start all over again... hahaha..

my group GIDEON!!! the mighty warriors!!! if you dunno wats this about check out this site... http://gideon.petrayouth.com/ well, today we went to see movie, actually we are suppose to see 10,000 B.C but bcoz most of them seen it so we watch spiderwick instead... it was really nice.. chun man... but quite fake and funny la... haha. niways, enjoyed the movie... and came back home around 10 something...

working life? well, im a clown.. do you believe me? hahaha.. many ppl wouldnt, but i really am, my name is chubby de clown, why chubby? bcoz, im fat, and i heard it from a lot of ppl, especially a boy whom i know when i was a kid... well, so what? i still got a lot of ppl want... hahaha... being perasan... oh ya, just wanna share this, on thursday, i went to general hospital to visit cancer children, so b4 that i was expecting ppl like in their teens, younger than me la... like 13 14 15 like that... but when i went in, 8, 9, years old... and even 9 months old baby, they were so happy to see me, but im not, and that also reminds me how God has blessed me sooooo much...

and i have my best friend her name is siew mei, well, after form 5 we never really called each other often anymore, coz all of us also buzy with our working lifes, me a clown, and she a kindergarden teacher, a lot of kids like her... she so adorable... haha... well, this is a few pics of me and my gal ;)