I was happy, until...

an arguement came along... we were chatting like normal (msn), then he told me actually is mood is not good la... fine, i was trying to cheer him up, and i havent say a word of cheering him up, kena scolding pulak! he scold me is fine wan, but he keep saying about the 2 of us!!! which is not my fault, but blame me, blah blah blah... maybe to him it doesnt sound like blaming la, but if u really read what he say, 100% blaming me!!! and say as if like i dun even know how it feels, and actually, he never know what i have gone through... maybe to him its no biggie... coz im a play girl, i never really loved someone before, but the things he said to me, really make me feel..... i also dunno how to explain...

then i was so sad, really wanted him to shut up... but he still talk... until i lose my cool... then just so called yelled at him... then i really need someone to talk to, but everyone seem to be buzy except for ernest, so just IM him, but he seem to be kindda buzy la... so forget it... then i cried (not because of the arguement, coz got some memories i remambered)... until now in a bad mood...