i am really stressful and tired and excited and my feelings are all mixed up.
this week, i've been going to church for a week, well, not that im complaining but i really wanna sleep. i now just need to express my "manja-ness" to God.
you know ah, i need to go practices for:
- My Group Presentation
- My Group Solo Presentation
- Araunah's Duet Presentation
- M.A.D's Presentation so.....
3+4+1+1 = 9!!!! i have to memorize 9 SONGS! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! unless if MAD lets us see lyrics la... ohohohohohoho!
i have to go home late almost every night now and wake up early tomorrow morning, today and yesterday morning, i can barely even open my eyes, then at night, i have to practice until like 11something, going to be 12. i wanna sleep. let me sleep!!
so you guys will think today can sleep right? nope! today got prayer meet, so i have to go also. I WANNA SLEEP! i dont remember being this tired in all my song fest life. hahahaha. God better give me a lot of treasure when i go home =p jk jk
hahahha then you guys may also so think, after song fest, Sunday and Merdeka day can rest right? nope, wrong again! Sunday, i have a Farewell day out, and Tuesday im going out with Ahem.. *high pitch voice* EEMAY!!!! yea, but i have to confirm first whether got holiday a not la. i will fight for a holiday!
so you guys, would think, sendiri cari pasal right, holiday tak mau rest then go out play, well, i am young ma, so when i have the energy to go on, then i will want to go lor, if not when im old, im sure i will regret not doing all these stuffs with friends that are so close to me =). same as now, for song fest, hey, at least i got the experience now ma =) and why put my talent from God to rest? or to waste?
in fact i LOVE singing, yes, my voice may not be as good as other ppl, but i am also trying to improve my voice. i cannot express how much i love singing. aiyah just a lot la, no words can say. hahahaha. maybe just as much as God loves me? ahahahahah!!!! so for you all who CAN sing, pls, go and train and improve your voice. because if God were to take away my ability to sing i think i wont wanna live anymore. hahahha! yea so this is how much i love singing.
im now thinking if im not a Christian, i would already have gone to some other countries, go for audition and hopefully become a singer. this is my dream la, i get to sing for LIFE! is it live of life? hmm, but now i can just day dream la. hahaha, but i believe God's plan for me will be even better. hopefully is singing also la hahahaha.
yea so no matter how tired, i am, just when something requires my voice, i will persevere on no matter what. but... prayer meet dont need to sing wor. AHAHAHHA PRAYER IS IMPORTANT! hahaha yea, i forgot what i wanna continue after this. after an old couple came in their so cute
*in cantonese*
Husband: how much need to pay ah?
Me: oh its free. =)
Wife: oh its free ah? *to hubby* faster put it on la...
*when putTING on ear piece, and puts on ear piece that time*
Wife: can hear a not? CAN HEAR A NOT?!
Husband: *Laughs* can hear... can hear.
hahahahha cute right? i also keep laughing!! i wanna kacau my husband even this old, so cute and loving =) that is if i ever get to have a husband la. hahahahha.. ok thats all. BYE!
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