emo's back!

yup.. im back to emo post again, why? i cant tell, at least not in public, but not to anyone also, so im emo, and i cant tell anyone, and i have to bear it myself. why? simply coz i CANNOT tell. not that i dont want to.

come to think of it, its been a very long time since i emo again. so sorry guys, i guess u have to bear with me, and i noticed something, everytime something goes bad in my personal life, everything else gets bad, i know what you guys will say, aiyah, is like that wan, because you're now in a negative emotion right? but no, im serious. things happened around me are really not good.

my group, myself, my studies. everything. and i thought i would be fine. and i can handle this. turns out that i was wrong. im already emotionally unstable. and things around me gets unstable too, its not me who's making it, but it just does!

i can sleep, i cant eat. what else am i to do. forced to be in chargte of song fest, its not that im not happy with it, but ppl just dont cooperate. which actually makes me pissed off lately. and ppl would think its not a big deal. ok i have to stop before it gets ugly... and before i drown all of you with my 'emo-ness'.