Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Head Pushing

Yesterday i shouted at a friend of mine because she was pushing my head as a joke, i didnt mean to, but i was pretty pissed. It made me wonder whether i did wrong or not.

so what happened was, i dont really remember what topic we were talking about, then she started to push my head once. so i just asked. "why la you push my head..." she said "cause i love you..."
i know, very immature of her, and this friend is actually older than me, Now, i know age does not measure maturity. but i did expect her to be somewhat more mature than me. My own mistake i guess,

Anyways, i was ok with it at first, she stopped for a little while, then for no reason she started it again, this time i was a lil angry cause she did it repeatedly. so i said "eh.. stop it la..." but she didnt. and pushed her hand away, Now, i do expect a normal functioning human being to get the message that ur friend is annoyed already when this gesture was made. but she still didnt stop. so i yelled at her "STOP IT LA!" and guess what, we were in a pub. Embarassing? A little.

But i was too pissed to even feel the embarassment. Don't know if thats a good thing. but i can see that she knows im pissed. But wanted to loosen up the tension between us, she attempted to push my head again (WHAAAT?!). this time i caught her hand and throw it away. and gave her a bitch face. then it had me thinking, what the hell is wrong with her? why didnt she get it? i mean most people would have apologized when they get yelled at. because they would know that they crossed the line, or is it me? did i look like i was joking around too with my angry face? did i look easy to bully? like an angry chipmunk? why didnt she take me seriously? why does she keep picking on me? i dont mind all the teasing and all, Cause i know its just good fun! but please, DO NOT PUSH MY HEAD.

I'm quite a tolerable person (i think)... i think there would be a few things i definately can't tolerate, but so far i can only think of this. Head Pushing. maybe its just me, but i feel its very disrespectful, i've never done it to another person before, i've seen it happened, and i dont like it. i'm okay with kids doing it, cause you can teach and tell them its not right to do so. and most of the time they listen, its not okay to do that to anyone, even people younger than you. Cause everyone deserves respect. but for an adult, I'd expect you to already know that. for someone who is already working, if you don't do it on your colleagues, why the hell did you do it to your friends?

So what do you think? am i being too sensitive over this? is jokingly pushing heads okay? is it really just me?

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Random "Whats your ideal guy" Questionnaire

So, i was actually quite stressed to update, mainly i dont know what to update about because recently, my life has been nothing but a routine. So i just decided to shamelessly take this questionnaire from a friend's blog. i hope you dont mind, you know who you are ;)

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Decent looking will do. but yea, i would hope he is good looking.

2. Smart?
Yes. 

3. Preferred age?
None. i dont really mind how old he is, just not TOO young.

4. Preferred height?
he just needs to be taller than me, maybe 1 head taller.

5. How about sense of humor?
Yes please.

6. How about piercings?
Uhh... i would prefer not. but ears should be fine.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Yeap. definately.

8. Pink hair?
NOOOOO!

9. Mushy or not?
Not too mushy..


10. Thin or fat?
Medium size

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Erm.. geez, i really dont wanna sound racist.

12. Long hair or short hair?
Short.

13. Plastic or metal?
Human please. 

14. Smells good?
YES!

15. Smoker?
No.

16. Drinker?
Yes, as long as he is not an alcoholic.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Yes.

18. Muscular?
A little muscle is fine. not too buff.
19. Plays piano?
I dont mind.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
I dont mind.

21. Plays violin?
I dont mind.

22. Sings very good?
Yes please.

23. Vain?
Hahahaha! no.

24. With glasses?
Preferably not, unless he actually looks good with it. :p

25. With braces?
 No preference 

26. Shy type?
Not TOO shy.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
In between!

28. Active or passive?
Active

29. Tight or bomb?
what the heck is tht?!

30. Singer or dancer?
Both can?

31. stunner?
no idea whats that.

32. Hiphop?
No.

33. Earrings?
Dont mind.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
erm. as long as im the last i guess?

35. Dimples?
Dont mind.

36. Bookworm?
No.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Yes. That will be so romantic.

38. Playful?
 Yes.

39. Flirt?
Yes.

40. Poem writer?
Once in a while would be nice :)

41. Serious?
Yes, When he should be.

42. Campus crush?
 Yes.

43. Painter?
No preference.

44. Religious?
 Christian.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Yes please.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Just not the kind when he doesnt even notice you when you're there. unless you stand in front of him.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
No.

48. Loyal or faithful?
Both.

49. good kisser?
Yes.
50. loves children??
Yups! 

Okay. so this concludes my post of the day for now. As you can see, My ideal guy only exist in dreams and fairy tales. heh. 

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Hello.

Yes. i still exist. 

So sorry for taking my own sweet time to blog. i do have an excuse, unfortunately not a very good one. 
last year, i took my laptop to repair it because the hinge was broken, after waiting for months, they still havent repair anything yet. then i got frustrated and demanded my laptop back, which i then found out its all the way in Singapore. 

so meanwhile, they loan me another laptop. which is super cool, you can actually switch it to a tablet and its touchscreen too. but i honestly prefer my own laptop even if its with Windows 7.. and i forgot to save my blog as a bookmark to remind me to update. Hence why i did not do so in a very long time.

So, let me briefly update to no one who is reading. LOLS
i went to bangkok on feb for 3 days. it was nice. but i didnt like it coz it was too much like KL. except shopping was cheaper. and im not much of a shopper myself. i love buying clothes. but since im fat i have limited choice of clothings.

and im planing for another trip somewhere around this year as well... Where?? hmmm.... wait for it...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................NEW YORK CITY! whoop! whoop! im hella excited! cant you tell?? LOL! this would be my first time travelling on my own. im taking a super big step and stepping out of my comfort zone.. well, not alone exactly, i have friends who lives in New York, and he has kindly offered me a place to stay and bring me around. but still.. given that i usually only travel with my family. this is kinda big for me. 1 thing checked off my bucket list! 

Also, i have been working, the pay is good. but i dont like the working hours. i only took the job just because my family needs me too. but im actually starting to like this job. i only hate the shifts. oh well, i should just focus on the positive side and work hard! and earn more money so i can travel more! yes. 

So yea 2015 has been good to me so far..... and its only the beginning of it. Lets hope it'll be great as time goes by! Good Night.  

Monday, June 2, 2014

My Fears Edition

Welcome. To the 2nd get to know me more edition. today's topic is. My fears... i added a few funny personal experiences to let you laugh at my misfortune. and fun facts which you may already know.

1. Cockroaches
i think this is a normal one, almost everyone i know, knows that i fear them, i hate everything about them, their colour, body and smell. i just LOATHE EVERYTHING.

Fun Fact: Did you know, the antenna of cockroaches can sense fear? So the more you fear them. they will CHARGE straight towards you! How freaking EVIL is that?! But if you don't fear them. they will hide and run away from you. But how can you not fear something like that? they are so many of them and the worse thing is they can still live for a few weeks without a head.

True Story: my bedroom is attached to my toilet. I dont normally close it last time. So one night, i was just chilling on my bed with my blanket on, playing with my phone. I have a pillow on each end of my bed, and i occasionally like to slip my feet under my pillow to feel really cozy and snugly. And i felt something crawling quite fast up my leg, when i lifted up my blanket to see what it was. It was the little devil. In horror, i screamed whilst shaking it off my leg. It landed on the edge of my bed, and it did not stop there. Oh no, it then ran towards me, like a freaking assassin trying to kill me, by giving me a heart attack. I then quickly jump off my bed and it was standing on my bed and staring right back at me for 5 seconds. Luckily, there was a bottle of insecticide beside my bed, i wanted to reach to it close enough to kill it. So i went sideways to reach it. But that thing looked like it knew what i was going to do, it followed me, and stood ON TOP of the insecticide. In the end, i had to call my hero for help which is. MUMMMMM!

Maybe you may think i made that up. But it REALLY DID HAPPENED. I dare to swear on it.. Believe it.
I of course, never again leaving my toilet door open, or any of the windows too. i have had a lot of incidents with these disgusting things. But this one is like the worst of all.

2. Spiders
i believe all of us have seen spiders up close whether is it a picture from a book or Discovery Channel. It doesnt matter if they are small or big, im just scared of them. their hairy legs and webs coming out from their ass. Black beady eyes. Imagining them is making me cringe! but not this 1 species. you know the one that u can only see the body which seems like a beige coloured spot. and then long thin invisible legs. those are so easy to kill. and completely harmless!

Fun Fact: Spiders hate water. drown them all ass spewing webbers!

3. Leech
Yup. these blood sucking slugs are disgusting as well. i've never had an incident with them before. but i dont want to experience it either. i dont like that they suck so much of your blood and turned so black, fat and slimy. At least i get to avoid this one, and not go walking around jungles.

Fun Fact: leech sucks out unwanted/bad blood from your body. which is suppose to be good for you. but for me, already being a female that is HAVING to go through cramps and  pain every month and constantly leaking out unwanted blood for a week. i think i dont need to have anything sucking my blood out.

4. Flushing toilets
Now, i know how this sounds really weird. I USED to be scared of this. but there is a story behind this.

When i was a little kid. there was this chinese horror movie on tv, i didnt watch it but just so happened, either my mum or my dad was switching channels to watch and they stop on this channel to see, because it was already ending, i dun remember much, but all i can remember was this woman, standing in the middle of a dark fogy street. with a few street lights on. she was wearing a plain red chinese traditional dress (Cheongsam) she had red lipstick, and holding an umbrella. with eery music playing in the background. And then i fell asleep on my mum's lap. When i woke up in the middle of the night, just to find myself alone on the sofa, in the living room, in front of the tv, with a small night light. i got really scared that the woman would appear, and cried until my mom came and get me.

I then became really scared of the dark. and scared to go to the toilet. unless i really HAVE too. and i tried flushing once. and somehow it scared the hell out of me. but only in the dark, flushing toilets scares me. Now not so much.

5. Blood
I cannot be a nurse or a doctor. i do watch gory films depending on how bad it is. i've never watch Saw, and i never will. I'm not saying like i scratched a healing wound or menstrual blood. im saying if someone cut themselves really deep. or car accidents. i can take looking at small amount of blood. but not too much.  i am fine with my own blood. (i dont think im making any sense.) i do donate blood. when i was in college i donated 1 time. and there are other chances, but i was having my period every time they had a blood donation campaign. so i didnt get to donate as much as i wanted to.

True Story: The very 1st time i donated blood. with my sister. we went early, and we were suppose to rest after the blood donation. which i did for about 2 hours. i drank milo. ate a few biscuits i couldnt eat much then since i have had breakfast in the morning. and suddenly i remembered i had a test to take in class. and when i looked at the time, i was already late. so, i quickly ran to class. took the test and everything was fine. me and my friends were going to the canteen. we sat down to chat for awhile, before buying anything, being the cheeky girl that i am, i cracked a stupid joke, and my friend slap me really hard on the head. after that they went on to buy their lunch, i wasn't hungry. i felt a little light headed after that slap, and thought i should buy something sweet to drink. And so i did, while pouring the drink to my cup i felt super dizzy, like everything around me was white and fogy. i felt like throwing up. i have cold sweat. i manage to walk like a zombie towards the cashier. and put my drink on the counter, and this man ask. after looking at my face. are you going to faint? i nod my head. and collapsed. I think i must have looked terrible.

The last thing i see before collapsing is white. everywhere. before i woke up. i hear noise, people talking. and a cold tingling feeling. which feels pretty nice, it had me thinking maybe this is how it feels before you die. not including the pain or discomfort. LOL. But it was embarrassing. after i gain consciousness.

Yes so this is it! please if anyone is reading this, i hope, i get to learn more about you too. and hope to find people as weird as i am. i quite enjoy posting these and reading these type of posts as well! drop a link in the comments!

Monday, May 26, 2014

Places/Events I've Never Been To Edition

Hi! I know I've not been posting a lot, it is mainly because i don't know what to post about. Because my life isn't all that interesting. So i thought maybe posting something like a "Get-to-know-me-more-better" thing but in a specific section!

1. CLUBS
Yes, im 24 years old, and i've never been to a club before. I am quite curious of how would a club looks like on the inside, and i do want to go if i have a chance to, but i would only go with people that i REALLY REALLY TRUST.

Why have i not gone?: Because i've heard terrifying accidents & incidents happened in a club from friends that has been clubbing before. And i'm quite scared. Plus, I do not like loud music that is CONSTANTLY playing like its gonna make my ears bleed. and i dont really like crowds. also im really bad at drinking. So Thats Why.

2. CONCERTS
I've never been to ANY concerts in my whole 24 years of my life and i seriously envy you people who has.

Why haz i nut gon?: because the tickets are too expensive! I cant afford it!

3. PROM
I've never had any events like this in my generation even in college, but later after i finished. i saw they were having a prom. so i never got to go. Now my friends and cousins who are younger than me have prom.

4. OUT DRINKING WITH FRIENDS (ALCOHOL)
Now, i JUST recently done it. In a Young Adults Camp in my church. so i just thought of putting it in anyways, at first i was so surprised that they suggested to go for a drink. but then again, i have to keep reminding myself that im in a young ADULT's camp. and im no longer in youth. i have went drinking with my cousins. but we booked an apartment and i was with family. i got drunk and vomited 3 times. it doesnt matter cause im comfortable with them, and we weren't exactly out.

Why have i not done it before?: i couldnt find a time / group i feel comfortable with or safe. And the last day of camp, they suggest to go for a drink in a hotel pub. and i thought why not right? since im with a bunch of Christians. And it turned out quite a good night. There was jokes, and i got to talk to a lot of ppl that i havent talked to during camp. i had 1 mug, i was a bit tipsy. i turn really red after a few mouthful. but at least i knew my limit and stopped. that's how bad my alcohol tolerance is. I think i deserve a cookie.

5. 5-STAR HOTEL
I've never been to a 5 star hotel. i do hope to experience it. SOMEDAY.

6. FINE DINING RESTAURANT
I dont think i will want to go to one, because whats the point of paying so much, but get so little food. and the worst thing is. it doesnt fill your hunger.. But i'm just putting places i've never been to anyways. hah!

7.CRUISE
Now THIS! i want to go! i saw in Youtube on Bubzbeauty's channel where she went on a cruise on her honeymoon! everything looks so nice!!! i mean, it doesnt have to be that far, at least a cruise to Thailand would be nice too..

8. FISHING
I really want to try fishing! but all my guy friends were like, u cant do it, its really sunny and you'll get sun burn. and they didnt want to bring me along. ='(

So that is it! i'm sure there are still a lot of it i haven't list out.. but this is all i can think of at the moment!

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Lemon Drizzle Cake Recipe!

Hello Everyone!

Today i baked a cake and it was really fast and easy to make. so thought i could do a post for some simple updates!

Lets get started!

First, the ingredients that you will need is:

3 Large Eggs
2 Lemons
1 Tsp of Baking Powder
170g of Butter (Unsalted)
170g of Castor Sugar
170g of Self Raising Flour
110g of Icing Sugar


Pre-heat your oven in a 180 Celsius!

Method:
  • Zest the whole 2 lemons 
  • Add in the measured butter, castor sugar, self raising flour and 3 large eggs along with the lemon zest

  • Using a mixer, mix with a low speed until you get a nice smooth batter! 
  • Meanwhile, you can line your baking tin with butter or just use a non-stick tin
  • After that you may pour that batter into your pan and put it in the oven!
  • Same temperature for 40 - 45 minutes
  • Make sure to check in on the cake now and then and use a skewer to poke through the cake
  • If it is clean it means its all cooked, if not continue baking. 

  • Meanwhile, you can start making your drizzle
  • Using the 2 lemons that you zest-ed from, cut in halves and squeeze the juice out, u can use a sift to catch all the seeds from falling into the juice
  • Add that 110g of Icing sugar into the juice and use a spoon to stir it all together until it is smooth. as per the photo above.
  • It is suppose to be thick and gooey! 


  • After your cake is cooked you can now take it out of the oven, poke holes through the cake, this is so that when you pour in the drizzle it seeps into the cake and makes it nice and moist!
  • Let the cake cool completely before you remove it out of the pan, and after that you may drizzle the lemon juice all over your cake, wait for about half an hour before you cut the cake to serve.
There you have it! You can also use other fruits like lime or orange or even grapefruit! i did an orange drizzle cake, it was so nice! but make sure your orange is sour, mine was too sweet . 

Byeeeeeee!

Friday, April 18, 2014

Back to Black!

No its not racism whatsoever!

Taddaaaa!

P/s: I have no explanation for the poop nor the pig. it just looked cute.... and i needed something to fill in the empty spots.... Don't judge me! 

i dye-ed it back to black mostly because i've been missing my natural black hair, and my hair grew quite a lot after i dyed my previous hair colour, and u can obviously see 2 tones of black from the roots and red-ish brown downwards. Its not really nice anymore. 

IF you're actually wondering what colour was my previous one, it was suppose to be a really dark violet colour. i wished i had found the picture i took. but its somehow missing. hmm... but after the colour faded away it gives this red-ish brown colour which is very pretty too! Its been ages since i had black hair, i think im going to keep it like this for a very long time! And i think i've never looked better! =p BTW the black hair dye i used are all natural herbs so its not so damaging to my hair. She deserves lots of rest after so many years of torturing. hahaha!  

And putting aside this "Oh-look-at-my-hair" issue, my birthday is coming! and im really excited since i know my sis IS planning to take me somewhere. Its funny that when i was young, i always expect something for my birthday. like it is COMPULSORY for my friends and family to buy me something. and i usually dont get much, but nevertheless i was still happy. but this year, i dont really expect a lot, in fact i dont think i expected anything at all since i wanted a normal everyday dinner.. LOL! and it turns out that my mom and sis just planned to bring me out even when i said its okay if i dont celebrate it. mainly because i dont even know what i want. i am content with what i have now =D

It is this coming Monday. and i will be sure to take loads of pictures and post it on my blog since i have abandoned it for so long, and its getting really boring with just my pointless thoughts... kekeke! 

Byeeeeee!