Pancakes

hey guys, there's a miniature Schnauzer behind my house. and that poor thing is a stray. i guess the owner's dog gave birth to a lot so he/she had to "give away" which i think its really irresponsible. if you dont wan it. you cant just throw it out on the street like this. now it has ticks and all. of coz my granma is already not so happy with Mylo. so how can i take another one? my mom and sis found it yesterday. and bathed it. but that. it got kicked away by my granma. anyone wants her? i named her pancakes.

dont ask why... i also dont know why. it just sounds so cute for her. she IS very very cute. i took a picture of her, but sadly my office has no memory card reader so i think you guys will have to wait until i get home. which is gonna be quite late today and tomorrow. hahahahah! i hope any of you guys who CAN adopt her. pls let me know. though my sis and my mom does have the intention of taking her in. but then its not our house. so my granma IS the boss.

well. "Immiscible" practice has started, super excited! which is tommorow! and we're going Temerloh again! yay! i like to travel from church to church and perform makes it more "BIG" though it is a long journey. but if the sketch does save a lot of souls. i guess... no matter how far you go, it is always worth it. even for 1 soul.

so yea. anyone who CAN adopt dear pancakes pls let me know yea? oh. her tail has been chopped off. so she has a very very short tail which is super cute when she wags her tail. hahahaha. will post the picture. later.

Big Head Prawn + Idiot

Dont worry guys. im not refering to anyone else but my myself. hahaha. (just in case anyone of you perasan =p)

hahah i just got a very funny phone call from Telecom,i'll tell you now before i forget. this is a Guy, with a very "gay" voice.

*ring ring*
Me: Hello, Good Morning, Newsound Hearing, Im Samantha, Can i help you?
Guy: yes, hello Good morning.
Me: Good Morning.
Guy: yea im calling from Telecom M'sia. i need to speak to the person in charge to settle some bills. yea.
Me: oh, that would be miss Jenny. but she's not in right now, maybe i can give you her handphone number?
Guy: oh ok ok. yes, wair a minute yah...
Me: *phone number* tuut tuut tuut
Guy: ohok.. so ah.. ok.. erm.. ok ok ok. so what is the position on miss Jenny?
Me: oh, she's my boss.
Guy: oh.. ok ok.. oh.. so... ok ok ok.. i'll call her then. thank you.
Me: you're welcome.. thank you.

HAHAHAHHA Funny right? this guys can stop saying ok ok ok ok.. + his voice is really funny...

anyways back to my topic of today.
If you have observed well or even NOTICED that i did not online for the day yesterday. is because i wasnt working yesterday? why? hahahaha. you're really gonna laugh and scold me FAN SHU!!!

i THOUGHT i forgot to bring my office key. so there i am, 9am reached my office and i was looking for my key, at the usual places that i would put in, but..... i couldnt find it ANYWHERE.. so i called my mom, my mom said at home dont have. then i decided to call my boss. then since she is buzy yesterday so asked me to take leave. YAY! then when i was in the food court area. waiting for my sis to pick me home. so i keep looking through my bag over and over again. and then.... in my make-up section. there it was. the key to my office. i was like =.= so there you are. but, i've already took the leave. so... just forget it la. tmr only work. fan shu right? :P

then it took like 2 hours for them to come, and i was thinking why so long? then when my mom finally called. my aunt and youngest cousin was also there. then i understand why they took so long.. haih. i thought i could go home =( so... we of course went gai gai and show them around.. bring them to the entrance to see the Christmas Deco. then i watch HP7 again! LOL. well. i dont really mind watching it again coz its really nice. hahaha. at least to me. oh yeah. we ate the pancake international SEDAP! its not really expensive either. you guys should really come and try.

then bring them for snowflakes. then went home at 6pm. reach home and 7 something. then. my granma didnt cook. so went out for dinner. my favorite! STEAM FISH. of coz, i offered to pay for the meal. since im now working. so why not treat my family for a nice dinner? hahahaha. so yea, that for my day yesterday,overall? me likey.... but now? back to work. hahahaha

Pavilion, Nando's and Her.

Hey guys! Im VERY VERY excited about Christmas. miss the rehearsals and all. i hope this year's Christmas sketch im involve too. hahaha. and of course my relatives moving in for Christmas as well.

i forgot when. leechoo came pavilion to find me. hahaha. so yea, we had lunch and camwhore with the Christmas Decorations in Pavilion. so without further of delay. i will show you the pictures.

Her and her Hot Peri-Peri

Me and My Mild Peri-Peri

Our Bottomless Ice Lemon Tea ^^

Yupi Yipee^^

Purty Deco...

Purty Lights

Purty Apple.

Snow in the all year summer country =.=

Purty Angel with the Pavilion Tag.

Me and Her under the purty Lights

Christmas Balls. hahahah sounded so wrong.

under Big Big Christmas Tree.

Samantha in Christmasland. LOL!

"Inside" the Christmas Ball.

>.<

Enjoy... and Early Merry Christmas everyone ^^ though i know most of you are having your SPM, Good Luck and remember to pray every paper you sit in, pray for guidance and Wisdom in Answering all your SPM quesiton. Hope that these Christmas pictures will cheer you guys up and give you a warm feeling inside your heart ^^

and remember to Thank God in the end in whatever results you have yea? Good Luck.

Mommy!!!!

Can you count how many times you say this word? for me, i always depend on my mom like... A LOT! i know, i know... who doesnt? but im kindda in the age where i have to be independant already. but im still a very very dependant child. to tell you guys the truth. i dunno how to use public transport. and i can loose my way even if i go to the place everyday.

yes, this is a very embarassing fact about me. hahahah One day. i was on my way to the APT class. so, i've been attending this class for like a month every 3 times in a week. so one day, i bought the ticket. after slotting the ticket in the machine and going through it. i start to think.. which platform should i go? A.... or B? reminder. i always go using monorail. never by bus or anything ok? so i can even forget... yes i know im an idiot. after i had to ask a nice pak cik for direction, the pak cik asked.

PC: oh, you're not from here?
Me: erm.. i AM from here...
PC: oh.. you dont look chinese...
Me: oh really? hahahahah! i am chinese....
PC: oh... are u mix?
Me: No... im pure chinese.
PC: oh...
Me: heheheh.. urm... thank you so much yea...
PC: oh.. you're welcome.

so well basically that pakcik did not really believe when i say i am a true Malaysian. but me looking like a mix? its not the first time others ask me this question. hahahahha geng right? like my mom, a lot of people thought she was a Japanese when she was like about my age when she was working in Genting. one of the hotels. some say i look like a Philippine. but a really cute one. AHAHAHA.

right when i was about to go take a undang test. we had to travel to that place by van with a bunch of strangers right? so i was the first person for the guy to pick me up, and he IS quite Handsome, and he looked like a Malay. but he is also Chinese. so when i go into the car, this guy was trying to make a conversation.

Dude: where are you from?
Me: erm... Malaysia...
Dude: Oh! u're a mix?
Me: No... im pure chinese...
Dude: oh.. u look mix to me.... you know how to speak cantonese?
Me: ngo sik gong...
Dude: oh...
Me: what mix to i look like?
Dude: erm.. a bit like a chinese mix philippine.
Me: oh.. you look like a malay to me.
Dude: oh. hahah i get that a lot. im also a pure chinese...

hey.. wait.. im out of my topic today. right. back! especially when i am sick. though its just cough and flu.. i will ask my mom to bring medicine for me. even when i know where is it.. aiyo.. manja mar... hahahaha. then dont you underestimate my mom okie. she looks fierce. but she is really crazy and hamsap.

i will not reveal her hamsap-ness. but i will reveal her craziness. as most of u know, i sleep with her. so at times we talk a lot until i fall asleep and then she cannot sleep anymore. LOL past bedtime.. kekekekekeke.. especially when i went through the depressed break up with Soo Jen Ruw. she was there for me when i finally cannot take any of it. and i've always acted tough in front of everybody. even her. and she cried with me. coz she cannot bear to see her daughter so sad. yes.. this is the loving side of hers.. LOL.

the crazy side? u know, there's a period of time when we always pillow fight during bed time. and i have proof. ask my sis. do you hear miserable screams from your sis and evil laughter from your mom inside their room? LOL. like almost everynight? LOL she kicks me off the bed and touch places where there's not meant for touching for fun. LOL. and its all my MOM's doing. LOL. of coz i dont dare to kick her back la. since even though my mom's condition is getting better. but i still dun dare to be too rough with her. so poor me. have to be bullied by her. Opps.. i think i've revealed her hamsapness. well.. nevermind la.. both also female mar.. hor? LOL. and other things i dont wish to say.

and she is like the coolest mom / aunt you can ever have. she brings me and my cousins out to play very often at times. ^^ thats why me and my cousins are so so close. they come almost once every week! and i love her very very much. she really changed a lot before she has this sickness. i started to Thank God for putting my family in this kind of situation. most people will see like.. awww... so cham. but in this process. we've gotten really close to each other. closer than any other families. and thats the most important thing. whats the point to have a family when you cant even have good fun with each other? wouldnt that be boring? my family is broken. but its very unique!

My MOM IS AWESOME!!!!!!

Christmas Deco

Hey guys! next event!!!! Christmas is coming soon! yipee! Pavilion has already put up the decorations for Christmas, its really beautiful. too bad, no pictures for you guys hahaha, so come and see for yourselves eh? heheh.. remember to come visit me when you do yea...

this year's deco make me feel like fairytale wedding except more christmas feel. and its red and gold in colour. while outside deco makes me feel "im dreaming of a white Christmas~" hahahahaha. yups, especially i am always cold inside pavilion so when i come out of the building, it seems no different. im still very cold, its like a snowy whether but minus the snow. LOL. i have no idea what im talking about.

Back from Family Camp!

hey guys, Family camp was a blast! hahaha. though we all didnt get to eat lok lok coz it didnt open. and i didnt get to sleep well coz its cold at night (for me) my sleeping bad did not keep me warm at all. but overall it was really fun and relaxing. after this camp i got energized to go to work today. though i was still lazing around in my bed, like i usually do. its a habit.. hahahahaha.

after camp my family and i went to Brem mall for movie. You again.


Overall? i like this movie. hahaha its really funny. and touching as well. Betty White is the granma in the middle. she's a really famous comedian. i really like her a lot. i will be watching out for her movies ^^

Emotion drives me crazy & Stubborness

yes... this is my weakness. many times, i dont see it. like most humans, they dont see their own weaknesses except for others. i am one of them. i am normal. hahahah! but at least im good enough to ask others and acknowledge it right?

and other than that i am very stubborn. i dont take advice from ppl i am not close with, people who doesnt even bother to clique with me. i only take advice from ppl who i respect, people who have really close connection with me. this is bad i know. coz both my parents are stubborn people. so dont blame me. =p and people i dont respect. then really too bad la for the person.

which this links me to emotion drives me crazy. whom i asked? hahahha it is Ee may~~! *wave* she said: when i dont like a person. whatever a person does. i also "mm sun ngan" which is really true. even if its a good thing. i dont have problem working with people, but that i have a problem working with people i dont like.

which means yes. i have to change. but its really hard after all these years. i AM like that. and of course i cannot EXPECT people accept me as i am. because, even though people are willing to. it is a bad thing for me also. and it is not helping me in anyway. in fact this will only destroy me. i am not a very forgiving person. i choose who i want to forgive. that makes me think, if i am God. then everyone else would be dead. so why bother creating them. hahahhahaha! anyways. i will try to bear in mind on these 2 weaknesses and try to change them. i may not succeed

If it turns out that my best isn't good enough, at least i won't look back and say i was afraid to try; failure makes me work harder. which means. i will keep trying and trying until i succeed. i of coz not gonna do this alone, in fact everything i did and do. im always not alone. because God is with me every second of the way.

Your strength is made perfect when I am weak.