yes... this is my weakness. many times, i dont see it. like most humans, they dont see their own weaknesses except for others. i am one of them. i am normal. hahahah! but at least im good enough to ask others and acknowledge it right?
and other than that i am very stubborn. i dont take advice from ppl i am not close with, people who doesnt even bother to clique with me. i only take advice from ppl who i respect, people who have really close connection with me. this is bad i know. coz both my parents are stubborn people. so dont blame me. =p and people i dont respect. then really too bad la for the person.
which this links me to emotion drives me crazy. whom i asked? hahahha it is Ee may~~! *wave* she said: when i dont like a person. whatever a person does. i also "mm sun ngan" which is really true. even if its a good thing. i dont have problem working with people, but that i have a problem working with people i dont like.
which means yes. i have to change. but its really hard after all these years. i AM like that. and of course i cannot EXPECT people accept me as i am. because, even though people are willing to. it is a bad thing for me also. and it is not helping me in anyway. in fact this will only destroy me. i am not a very forgiving person. i choose who i want to forgive. that makes me think, if i am God. then everyone else would be dead. so why bother creating them. hahahhahaha! anyways. i will try to bear in mind on these 2 weaknesses and try to change them. i may not succeed
If it turns out that my best isn't good enough, at least i won't look back and say i was afraid to try; failure makes me work harder. which means. i will keep trying and trying until i succeed. i of coz not gonna do this alone, in fact everything i did and do. im always not alone. because God is with me every second of the way.
Your strength is made perfect when I am weak.
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