Mommy!!!!

Can you count how many times you say this word? for me, i always depend on my mom like... A LOT! i know, i know... who doesnt? but im kindda in the age where i have to be independant already. but im still a very very dependant child. to tell you guys the truth. i dunno how to use public transport. and i can loose my way even if i go to the place everyday.

yes, this is a very embarassing fact about me. hahahah One day. i was on my way to the APT class. so, i've been attending this class for like a month every 3 times in a week. so one day, i bought the ticket. after slotting the ticket in the machine and going through it. i start to think.. which platform should i go? A.... or B? reminder. i always go using monorail. never by bus or anything ok? so i can even forget... yes i know im an idiot. after i had to ask a nice pak cik for direction, the pak cik asked.

PC: oh, you're not from here?
Me: erm.. i AM from here...
PC: oh.. you dont look chinese...
Me: oh really? hahahahah! i am chinese....
PC: oh... are u mix?
Me: No... im pure chinese.
PC: oh...
Me: heheheh.. urm... thank you so much yea...
PC: oh.. you're welcome.

so well basically that pakcik did not really believe when i say i am a true Malaysian. but me looking like a mix? its not the first time others ask me this question. hahahahha geng right? like my mom, a lot of people thought she was a Japanese when she was like about my age when she was working in Genting. one of the hotels. some say i look like a Philippine. but a really cute one. AHAHAHA.

right when i was about to go take a undang test. we had to travel to that place by van with a bunch of strangers right? so i was the first person for the guy to pick me up, and he IS quite Handsome, and he looked like a Malay. but he is also Chinese. so when i go into the car, this guy was trying to make a conversation.

Dude: where are you from?
Me: erm... Malaysia...
Dude: Oh! u're a mix?
Me: No... im pure chinese...
Dude: oh.. u look mix to me.... you know how to speak cantonese?
Me: ngo sik gong...
Dude: oh...
Me: what mix to i look like?
Dude: erm.. a bit like a chinese mix philippine.
Me: oh.. you look like a malay to me.
Dude: oh. hahah i get that a lot. im also a pure chinese...

hey.. wait.. im out of my topic today. right. back! especially when i am sick. though its just cough and flu.. i will ask my mom to bring medicine for me. even when i know where is it.. aiyo.. manja mar... hahahaha. then dont you underestimate my mom okie. she looks fierce. but she is really crazy and hamsap.

i will not reveal her hamsap-ness. but i will reveal her craziness. as most of u know, i sleep with her. so at times we talk a lot until i fall asleep and then she cannot sleep anymore. LOL past bedtime.. kekekekekeke.. especially when i went through the depressed break up with Soo Jen Ruw. she was there for me when i finally cannot take any of it. and i've always acted tough in front of everybody. even her. and she cried with me. coz she cannot bear to see her daughter so sad. yes.. this is the loving side of hers.. LOL.

the crazy side? u know, there's a period of time when we always pillow fight during bed time. and i have proof. ask my sis. do you hear miserable screams from your sis and evil laughter from your mom inside their room? LOL. like almost everynight? LOL she kicks me off the bed and touch places where there's not meant for touching for fun. LOL. and its all my MOM's doing. LOL. of coz i dont dare to kick her back la. since even though my mom's condition is getting better. but i still dun dare to be too rough with her. so poor me. have to be bullied by her. Opps.. i think i've revealed her hamsapness. well.. nevermind la.. both also female mar.. hor? LOL. and other things i dont wish to say.

and she is like the coolest mom / aunt you can ever have. she brings me and my cousins out to play very often at times. ^^ thats why me and my cousins are so so close. they come almost once every week! and i love her very very much. she really changed a lot before she has this sickness. i started to Thank God for putting my family in this kind of situation. most people will see like.. awww... so cham. but in this process. we've gotten really close to each other. closer than any other families. and thats the most important thing. whats the point to have a family when you cant even have good fun with each other? wouldnt that be boring? my family is broken. but its very unique!

My MOM IS AWESOME!!!!!!