MAYDAY! MAYDAY!

i now sound WORST than a slaughtered cow... no voice at all i repeat! NO VOICE AT ALL!!!!!

maybe what pui mun said could be true, it will become permanent... shiat... so should i or should i not go to practice today? i mean, at least i go there listen to the parts and get the hang of it, and HOPEFULLY i can recover la. singing is my life! yer... some say dun go, coz no point at all..

today im quite emo, after what someone told me in MSN yesterday la, though yes, i am very angry and dissapointed. not because of u finally think that I SHOULD KNOW, and i SHOULD HAVE KNOWN LONG TIME AGO. im angry because i trusted u, i asked for the truth for SO MANY TIMES. and yet u lied. and yes, i cried for quite long after i know the truth.. coz i feel stupid, im already suffering from cannot-make-a-sound. then i have to cry without a sound. eh... its very sanfu ok my condition now. and you choose to pick this time to tell me, when my wounds are slowly healing, and now u cut another deeper scar to it. i know i cannot tell, coz if i tell ppl will condemn. to me, if i dont condemn, what gives them the right to do so right? coz after all, its between us.

though now im still very hurt, but i didnt say im not happy for u. i am. i really am. and i'll be fine.
=)