oh monday~~

today is monday, where my 2nd semester starts, but today im naughty to ponteng, LOL,well at first i was planing to go, then my friend called, and said she's not going, coz she ter-checked year2 timetable, so wrong timetable, and she made plans for today already.. so end up i also dun need to go lor, actually its also quite a relief for me la, coz to once again face those horrible classmate, not too sure im ready yet.. im still in my comfort zone. LOL

well, i still havent get used to living in this house yet. and today i had a really good sleep. FINALLY!! cozfor the past 3 days i couldnt sleep. then my room isnt ready yet, and there are a few things in this house that hasnt been done yet, like some aircond, fan, those minor stuff la.

but now the house is clean dy... but too bad im still sick la, flu, cough and sore throat, the sore throat just got worst yesterday. haih... cant even talk properly now.. ok continue, sorry, i was keeping clothes just now, now have to wash clothes. lets see, i havent been updating any pictures lately, so my post lately very boring lor hor? umm i think i have one pic.


we were cleaning, and i am allergic to dust. so i had to wear a mask, it was friday night when we first moved in.

well, come to think of it, i quite pity my sister, although i dun like her, but i know she is still my sister, so im not that cruel la ok, not much ppl wanna hang out with her, and she dont really hang out with ppl, which makes her so alone.. then whatever subject she talks about or trying to make jokes, its not interesting or funny, and sometimes, she is too harsh.

i've been hinting a lot of things to her, but yet she still continues. i really wanted to help her. but i cannot straight tell her, eh, u not cool la. not to say u have to be cool to make friends la, but the problem is, whatever she do makes isolates ppl around her. i know she is different. but, she doesnt know how to make friends with ppl WITH her interest. like, try put her together with lets see, umm... sook kuan ah, jocelyn ah, pui mun ah, you think they can talk? absolutely not. and the most pity part is, i dun have the same interest as her at all. not even one. and now i really ask God why make the 2 of us so bloody different, u know, when i see the esther, cyrus and linus, they are so damn close. then i look at me and my sis. we are so close yet so far.

and some times i think she should be mixing with ppl like ritchie, richard, nicholas kim most of them from group beniah la, those that i can think of.. because their interest is quite same with hers. at times i also worry about her, when i go out with my own friends how about her, i also feel bad not pulling her in, because i know she wouldnt fit it. so what should i do? can anyone tell me?