Blessed Christmas

wow... how time flies, its like January was just yesterday. hahahaha! been busy and tired still, i really miss siew mei, but she couldn't join for carolling... feeling quite sucky and disappointed, my first Christmas without siew mei for 5 years... hahaha!!!

well, the LOST sketch is coming on well, i guess, although, for those who know me, i don't really like to dance, but I'm forced too, but cheer leading is different la... i like pom poms... i feel like they look like fireworks that you can hold in your hand... ahahahaha!!!

to tell you guys the truth, i was really quite disappointed, when i found out i was in Johnathan's group. not because i look down on him, its the members, they are all soooooooo quiet, again if you know me, i dun dare to talk to ppl unless they talk to me first. maybe this is the first step of a change,

Gideon ended, to tell you all gideonites the truth, i really really miss you guys, i really really do. really miss working with you all. especially my commander. yes even i have known him for so long, and his face doesn't change even a bit, see until bored and wanted to vomit, hahaha (taking revenge for all the years he bullied me) but i really enjoyed working with you. i really feel very proud to be once your committee. (dun cry ar...) but too bad i couldn't be your assistant deputy.

Friday I'm going to Greenbox with friends... haha. go sing k. i really struggled a lot this year. and made me more mature along the way, have all of you? on Christmas i really dunno what to give, coz i always have a limited budget. what i thought is just writing letters to some of you. maybe something meaningful... but i dunno what... ahahahaha!!

new rank, new responsibility, a lot to learn, yet lazy. first time being in presidium, really scary. hahahhaa!!! just hope that everything will be alright, and i will be able to through this, I'm almost failed every one of my subject. but i passed la... i really have the habit of procrastination.. hahaha.. have to change..

ok, i've been talking too much..
again i wish you guys blessed Christmas

see you all tonight,
Samantha.