this is a photo of my mom, dad and sis.. why no me?? coz i wasn't born yet... but i have to admit that im really jealous of my sis... hahha... this photo also made me cried for hours today. coz the more i look at it... the more i miss my dad... and the more i cannot stop crying...
i remember when i was young, there was one time i failed my exams... my mom scolded me kau kau!! but after that my dad said to me, 'no one is stupid, but they are only lazy.' then i stopped crying, and i brush up on my studies... not to say my studies very good la.. but the words my dad said really gave me courage to go on, and now, im going to college next week... i will always remember what my dad said, and i will try my very best to study as hard as i can, not only for him, but for my mom, and most importantly, for God...
maybe most of u haven't seen my dad before, sorry, i know the photo is very blur, coz, the original also blur wan... but this is the best i can ever find... but all i can say about my dad is, HANDSOME.... hahaha.. im serious... last time my friends all also say my dad handsome... siew mei also say... when she saw his picture la... even though i did hate him, but, i still know i love him very much, but i did not want to admit it... until i met him again... looking at him that time.. i was so happy and at the same time sad.. really cannot express that kind of feeling to u all... my dad hurt my family for so long. but he is still my dad...
now, everything has past, he is no longer here with me, i did feel abit angry at God sometimes, coz i did pray to him that he will let my dad live until i get married, and he will be the man who walk me down the...................... i forgot how to spell it la... but u know la... hahahaha.. i know what some of u will say... little girl's dream... or stupid dreams... but i know he has a purpose for it... or maybe im just asking for too much...
ok, till here... bye =)
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