Immature

this is really immature guys, my friend, i dun wanna tell the name la, this incident just happened, my friend she cut her hair, and because her hair is curly type, she went rebonding over a year ago la, then yesterday she cut her hair, and her hair now is very frizzy and curly. then she ask me to see.

Friend: you see..
Me: oh..
Friend: you know, when i tell my mom about my hair then ask her how, she said aiyah cut layer is like that wan la.

Me: oh, then what's the problem?
Friend: she dun even find a way to solve the problem, somemore scold me! mother wor! pfft
Me: *silence*

then she 'fat pei hei' and walk away. and why i kept silent, is because i really think she is immature and inconsiderate, there's one time she shared with me her family problems, and her family all are those favoritism kind of parents that love sons and not daughters, i know this is also very unfair to her, but her thinking is so bloody negative, then when i just advice her a little bit, she also got angry with me. thats why just now i kept silent.

i dun wanna argue with her. because to me, although how bad your parents treat u, they still love u, if they dun, u think u will end up in a good condition? with a big house and a bloody expensive dog that eats organic pork? fetching u up and down to college? wearing the clothes u are wearing? buying NIKE shoes? that time i really wanted to say my girl, u dun even know my family condition, i havent tell u the worst part of it. but i know when i tell her the good things her parents do for her, she sure talk bad about her parents, so whats the point? she will never learn..

my mom almost died, u think when im form 1 or 2 i care a lot about my mom? i dont. because i kept remembering that my mom is a workaholic and a child abuser. and i hate my mom a lot at that time. until when she fall sick and was at her death bed, then only i know actually, i dun hate my mom at all, im just unsatisfied with the way she keeps working and no time for me. and only i realize she worked so hard is because of me, and thats when i found out my dad left me, and all the while she has been supporting me, and my dad is a gambler and a ladiesman.

i really wanted to tell her that. but i know that, there's no use. she is so fortunate that she is doesnt have a broken family, she dunno what is it like. i want a father to buy me things, i want a working and responsible father, but can i have that? no matter how much u hate them, they are still your parents. instead of thinking how bloody miserable your life is, and thats only u are the one suffering here, and no one cares about u, why dont think of good things then? and when i say good things about her parents she will say, u want then u take them la! i felt so pissed, and now i know why her secondary best friend will ignore her when she is angry. so, just now im just doing the same. i'd rather ignore, than comforting her.

coz she never listens to me, why? coz im jusy 3 days older than her. i will tell her, good luck in your life. i cant bring her to church because it is too far and her parents wont let.

a happy evening!

just now i went out with Siew Mei to "lim teh" at teratai, talking about the old days and remembering old friends... after seeing her makes me miss her even more... too bad time flies so quickly.

because she also have to rush home so she cant stay too long.. i miss her so so so so so so much...
too bad she cant come for song festival. coz she is going to langkawi on that day. they booked the flight since febuary. haiz...

but she promised to take leave in the future to go out with me the whole day. hahahha! that is if i got money a not first la.. but now she is doing fine, no change at all la. and she is loving her current job so i think things are going fine with her, good for her. better than mine la at least. she said her boss also treats her very good.

now i really feel that being with her the feeling is the best, feel so comfortable, like i can tell her anything without worries. and no matter how good other friends are, i cannot be like my self they way im with her, except in church la, i know i sound gay, but this is currently how i feel la... missing the old days really wanna make me cry. why cant things just stay the way it is?

well, thats all about her.
bye bye.
Sam.

Long long time

it's been quite a long time i have not post about me and him rite? hmm, coz these days nothing special going on, and now i feel like nothing to blog. well, i will find something to post about him. if i can la. but now both of us are doing fine.. him buzy with his group and studies, we rarely have time to meet up together and have quality time.

and nowadays i kindda feel quite lonely and misses him lots, and very emo these few months lor. as u can see all posts. all also let ppl 'kek' until can die soon.. feels like this year God is trying to test my patience.. i wonder has he got the result yet? i really hope it will stop, i wanna be happy again. heheheh.

anyways, yenteng got to see hitam in person, i hope u are happy, hahaha! hitam is fat with me. hahahahaha! well, im shifting soon, to selayang, the house is almost done now, just a few more things and i will be shifting already, well, i dun feel like shifting so much, coz now, me and him have been seeing each other more less, and now with me shifting to selayang, things are gonna get worst. as you all know, petrol is not cheap, and he is always broke. i dunno what he do with his money la.

some how i think shifting is a bad idea for me, altough i like the house la, coz its so much bigger than this current house, but being so apart from church and him makes me feel... emo again. heheheheh! of coz i will still be coming to petra..

song festival is coming! are you guys excited? i am, well, even though i dun really have faith in my group's solo much. but all in all okie la... i hope that my group category wont get last la, these days schedule is so hectic, for my personal life and group issues la, been quite stress and buzy.
yeah! have no class tomorrow i can sleep as long as i want! hahahaha! i love wednesday!

thats all.
Samantha

FREAKINGLY CRAZILY PISSED! PART II

aish! dunno whats wrong with my classmates! always making me mad.. they did it on purpose or they just have no brain at all? tomorrow presentation today do power point?! how clever! no wontder they get straight As for thir SPM. bloody shit.

this classmate CHAN ZI YING she gave me the pendrive saying that inside got that assigment's content, so fine lor, after that when i look inside the pendrive, there's nothing there. empty! argh! called her she doesnt answer. when she called back. we told her dont have, then she came and gave us another pendrive. also dun have! then she gave me her hotmail account and the password.

and you guys now what happened?! there's over 1000 of mails there. bugger! dun check her bloody mail ah? i have to look one by one for the assignment. from her mail box. feel like closing her account now. since i now have the power to do so.

not only that. not even a word of sorry. not that i expect it la. but halo, did your mom ever teach you manners? how can a person be so irresponsible and a chicken head! i dun wanna talk about her anymore. aish!

ISH
Samantha.

FREAKINGLY CRAZILY PISSED!

this is about my classmate, her name is Stella Matilda. and she pisses me off. she is a pretty girl la, plus a sluty bitch. trust me, u did not hear it from me.. some ppl im close in church also told me that after seeing her pictures on facebook.

One day, she asked me whether my group got enough members for a mass comm assignment. so just being nice to a new classmate, and since she is so cham no group to be in, so i thought of pulling her along. after discussion about the assignment, zet yen and I will do the major part of the assignment. so zet yen and I for 2 days, stayed up rather late, to finish the bloody assignment, and i even got sick, slight fever, cough and flu. H1N1. hahahah! jk. and i still tahan and finish the whole assignment and send to her by email. and as u all know, the first few days when u are sick sure very sanfu wan right? try to imagine you are doing a assignment about political issues and u know nothing about politics and have no interest. and that this assignment is the thoughest of all (trust me on that), and while doing you are coughing like mad and cannot breathe through your nose and plus u have no idea how to do the assignment. aish!!!

anyways im just messing around LOL. then the next morning she sent a SMS saying:

"you all punya work SUCKS LIKE HELL. i cant understand a single word. you all COPY from where? The language usage all dont make sense. i have to DO the ENTIRE THING all OVER FOR YOU BOTH."

those capital letters made so pissed! even my friend's english which is worst than me can even understand my assignment. and she cant? im not thinking that my english is superb, but i consider my english is good and understandable. so fine lor. since she said its SO wrong. then let her do the entire thing herself lor. but she better becareful not to let me see that she didnt change anyting at all la. that's what i was thinking la. so as my MSN PM saying im freaking pissed. a lot of ppl asking me what happened, so i told a few ppl lor..

then ernest, told me to be patient lor... and truthfully, i dunno whether if i can a not lor. im a very aggresive person. i can be very patient. but if u bite my tail then im sorry lor. i asked for it. i will do my best to make your life miserable. hehehe. this is a type of person i am la.. dun believe me? try me.

so last friday, i asked to see the assignment la when she came lor. then u know what i found out? all she added is: besides that, in addition to that, after that, she added conjunctions?! i was like already on fire. and i wanted to shoot her back. then zet yen was secretly patting my back then i also remembered ernest asked me to be patient, and it will make me a better person. so fine lor... forced a sweet smile and said thank you. im very good at acting wan okie.. ahahahahahha!!!!!

but actually now im still pissed. i was thinking that if she is so smart why is she repeating this course?! and if she acts as if she is so much smarter than us because she is our senior, why is she a repeat student? and why is the assignment no difference at all? and if i suck that much. you suck even worst. ish!

ISH!!!!
Samantha. LOL.

Few Updates

hey everyone. i know i have not been updating lately. so here are few updates that i wanted to post quite some time ago. and my cbox is currently being spam by the owner of hospital, doc bibu, and a sexy nurse. hahahahha!


i wanted to post this picture for a long time dy.. hahaha! i look like a dork last time.. ahhh!


hey! its me and zet yen in college with my new camera!


me writing chinese.. ugly rite? my friend suddenlly teached me. first time ma...

Rambo

this afternoon after class, me and baby went to a fish store, just to look around la, then we saw little water fishes only RM 6 if im not wrong. hahaha! then we name him Rambo. first we thought or Robocop. but then very wai so forget it la.. then we came up with Rambo. he is very cute and friendly.. first time holding a water fish.. feel like lam pet pet.. very disgusting.. hahahah!

now eating dinner.
toodles~