Thursday, July 30, 2009

Immature

this is really immature guys, my friend, i dun wanna tell the name la, this incident just happened, my friend she cut her hair, and because her hair is curly type, she went rebonding over a year ago la, then yesterday she cut her hair, and her hair now is very frizzy and curly. then she ask me to see.

Friend: you see..
Me: oh..
Friend: you know, when i tell my mom about my hair then ask her how, she said aiyah cut layer is like that wan la.

Me: oh, then what's the problem?
Friend: she dun even find a way to solve the problem, somemore scold me! mother wor! pfft
Me: *silence*

then she 'fat pei hei' and walk away. and why i kept silent, is because i really think she is immature and inconsiderate, there's one time she shared with me her family problems, and her family all are those favoritism kind of parents that love sons and not daughters, i know this is also very unfair to her, but her thinking is so bloody negative, then when i just advice her a little bit, she also got angry with me. thats why just now i kept silent.

i dun wanna argue with her. because to me, although how bad your parents treat u, they still love u, if they dun, u think u will end up in a good condition? with a big house and a bloody expensive dog that eats organic pork? fetching u up and down to college? wearing the clothes u are wearing? buying NIKE shoes? that time i really wanted to say my girl, u dun even know my family condition, i havent tell u the worst part of it. but i know when i tell her the good things her parents do for her, she sure talk bad about her parents, so whats the point? she will never learn..

my mom almost died, u think when im form 1 or 2 i care a lot about my mom? i dont. because i kept remembering that my mom is a workaholic and a child abuser. and i hate my mom a lot at that time. until when she fall sick and was at her death bed, then only i know actually, i dun hate my mom at all, im just unsatisfied with the way she keeps working and no time for me. and only i realize she worked so hard is because of me, and thats when i found out my dad left me, and all the while she has been supporting me, and my dad is a gambler and a ladiesman.

i really wanted to tell her that. but i know that, there's no use. she is so fortunate that she is doesnt have a broken family, she dunno what is it like. i want a father to buy me things, i want a working and responsible father, but can i have that? no matter how much u hate them, they are still your parents. instead of thinking how bloody miserable your life is, and thats only u are the one suffering here, and no one cares about u, why dont think of good things then? and when i say good things about her parents she will say, u want then u take them la! i felt so pissed, and now i know why her secondary best friend will ignore her when she is angry. so, just now im just doing the same. i'd rather ignore, than comforting her.

coz she never listens to me, why? coz im jusy 3 days older than her. i will tell her, good luck in your life. i cant bring her to church because it is too far and her parents wont let.

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