The people i miss nowadays =)

hey bloggers, it's been a while..... AGAIN! *SLAPS FOREHEAD* well, i gotten quite lazy after song fest and sort of forgotten about my little bloggie =( im so sorry~! i hope there are people still reading mine though =\. so back to my topic =D

there are a few people i miss nowadays, well, if you dont know me much yet, i do miss people quite a lot. why? i also wonder why myself. i cant find the answers myself, i still do miss a few people, even though i dont have a special bond with them, but i miss doing a few things with them =) So.... let's do this!!!!

Sin Huey

Cheering for our group! ON ARH!!

this is honestly my favorite picture, i know we look half dead, ugly and sweaty, but this is actually the night i realized i really love this sister a lot. and she mean a lot to me =)

and this is our recent hang out until now.. Aquaria =)

well, this picture, i dunno whats so nice about it. but i like it. heh (maybe because it's colourful?)

Yes, Sin Huey, this is one of my Sister in Christ that i love the most~! we've gone through a lot together, and i mean... A LOT. very kind hearted, loving and caring person, and she's an example i really like to follow. and i can really learn a lot from her, she always brings me out, fetch me here and there, treat me all kinds of food, and honestly i feel very bad when she pays every time, but she always say, " you're still studying" so i have nothing to fight back, so when i become a famous make up artist, i will fetch you eat anything you want =D i miss hanging out with her, miss sharing our thoughts together, i miss the times we had in her car together =D. so if you ask me, how much money she has spent on me alone, i honestly cannot count. so Thank you so much and i love you!!! MUACKS!



Pui Mun

Moon cake Festival =)

Bkt. Tinggi. the most memorable trip with her =)

Heh! yes even though i see her at least once a week, i have always enjoyed her presence, and miss her silly-ness often. sometimes when i daydream she will pop up in my head with stupid faces and will make me laugh. i guess what i miss the most with her is, when we both knew each other and became quite close to each other during song fest practices, we started to share our problems with each other, but we dont do that now because we are now living happily ever after =) but if you have any problems in future, no matter what is it about, work maybe, im still willing to listen to your complains =p. yes, i miss hanging out in Bkt. Tinggi with you too =)

Yan Nie

i guess this is the first picture that only both of us shot together alone =p

heh... the one and only decent picture of us XD

 i know it would be weird if you ever see this. which i dont know will you EVER see this. but if you do then good la =) well, i wasnt close with her at all. until camp. that first night, but before that, we had misunderstandings, bad impressions to each other, but it's all cleared up for that one night. and i'm happy we got that chance to talk, and im grateful that you wanted to talk to me about your problems as well =) of course, i cant do anything much or give you any advice, because i trust that you're an adult and you know what to do yourself, so all i can do is listen, but that time, i really wanted to do more than that. more than just listening. but i was really glad you post something about me when you think camp is not so bad after all =). even when i go out with you alone, i thought i was gonna be awkward, but it turned out okie =) and i really like to do it again, so maybe after you come back =D. and i find it weird why i would actually miss you =\ but i guess its a good thing though. heh...

Lee Choo

Hah! this is difficult! i can't find a picture that i love the most with her.. why? because we have TOO MUCH!!! so i just randomly pick a few. and we got really close since camp 2009? (camp does wonders!) last time, she wouldnt talk to me and was afraid of me. when i talked to her, she wont choi me. then after some time, she learned how to nod and shake her head, then after for a few times, she learned how to say yes, no and dunno, then camp. she suddenly burst into a talking machine! the whole time in camp. we NEVER stop talking. even when it's bed time. heheh. well, i love her a lot also. she knows what im feeling, even though i dont show it out. There is a phrase that fits her a lot:

A true friend.

Can see the tears pouring.
When others believe.

The smile you're faking.

yes, she can =D and she really shows me that she loves me very very very very much! how? the present she gave me on my 21st! honestly i was expecting her to give me something, but in the end she didnt, but i was fine with it la. but then after for that some time, only she gave me the present, and it's not what money can buy. even if i were to sell it. there is no figure that can fit the price! it's TOO valuable! so it was worth the wait =). when Sin huey saw my pictures of her present for me, she even commented: she love you TOO much dy!!! ( if you wanna see the presents click Here!)

and it's not a normal sisterly love =) so yes.. I LOVE YOU A LOT TOO!

and what i miss with her, are our crazy late night chats, extreme sleepover at my place, cookie bakings and your very often visits while i was working in Pavilion!!! =) so yea, this is what i've been feeling lately. keke!

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p.s: i wont have any new photos because the laptop's charger broken and the stupid desktop wouldnt copy the pictures in my phone! but i've been wanting to posts them... but not on facebook =\

Yummy

So sorry for not updating for such a long long time, LOL... because i was buzy with Song fest these days, and forgotten that i have a blog =\

i still have no idea what to blog, so i shall blog about..... Food... kekekekeke.

These few weeks, my popo is not living with us, she was staying over at my Uncle's place, so its a very RARE chance, that i can eat my mom's cooking.. =p i of course love my Popo's cooking, but my mom's cooking is delicious as well okie... dont believe me... ask Sin Huey... =p

there was one dinner, my mom and me made tempura together for dinner. hehehehe... then after cooking and the cleaning, we sat down to eat while watching Narnia: The Dawn Treader. i bought the DVD... ^ ^

Tempura

Yummy~ all my favourites~!

You need to mix it until its slighty thick =) if you're cooking mushrooms as well, do cook the mushrooms first, because mushrooms will let out water... LOL.. as my mom said.... 

TaaDaa~~~

My Lunch

i dont really know how to cook much, since im always not allowed in the kitchen... but im very pro in cooking omeletes... =p 

but i made a little mistake here, i was suppose to put in the mushrooms first, then only put in the onions. but i forgot,

TaaDaa~ it may look simple, but... its very satisfying~

The Breakfast my mom made in the morning

looks weird right? chicken pasta with papaya... but its yummy =)

dont ask me how she cook this. i dont know, coz i was still sleeping... =p Ask her.

 And also, i am not going to APT for 1 month, simply because, my cousin actually needs help from part time workers to work for him this month for some UNIFI promotion, so far going "Unifi Promotion" all day long is pretty depressing, especially when the person ignores you and treats you completely invisible.. i dont expect a no thank you everytime, but please at least smile, or just nod to show that you heard me? dont just walk pass me like im a ghost or something.. there's one person more funny, i just want to say Unifi promotion, before i can even open my mouth the person RAN away.. AM I THAT SCARY!

Chiaw Er, Me, Tinky

Yes, thats my cousin, who is now still currently studying in Russia, she is back for one month only =) so it is actually one of the reason why i decided to work for her brother, i always dont get to see her much when she comes back, so if i have the chance too, why not right? since everytime when she comes back and we wanna go out together, im most of the time not free because, have to go church and all. on the right is Tinky, is a new friend that we made while working =) Its really fun working with both of them, especially Chiaw Er, we go crazy together when we're depressed. really hard to explain how here, but if you wanna know, i can tell you personally.. so........ Unifi's Promotion anyone interested... =p its late. i shall go to bed now... kekekeke...

Sesame Sensation

The New Snowflake, Sesame Sensation =)

Me

Her

 

Us ♥

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2

Yes, i have watched the movie... i cried a lot... and i wanna watch it again.. =D
before waiting to go in the cinema, i was so scared to watch the movie, and quite dissapointed, coz there wont be a next Harry Potter movie anymore.  i told my sis...

Me: Oh Shoot!

Sis: what?

Me: i forgot to bring tissue... =\

Sis: =\..... me too...

Mom: i got a lot

Me and Sis: *relieved*

I cry a lot, especially when watching drama and movies, i dont know why... and i cant control them either.. of course i dont cry loudly in public... i will always put a tissue under my eyes, but everytime when in movies, they have sad or touched, or more emotional scenes, i will surely cry... and i cant help it... =\ i wet 2 tissue papers in total... not so bad la.. hahaha i remember i watched a Korean Drama, Lovers in Paris, the ending made me wet 5 tissues, and when i say wet, i mean, NONE of the areas are dry... hehehehe...

Im waiting to break my record... any drama or movie suggestions for me?

I even cried in Kung Fu Panda 2 okie.... so yea. im very emotional.. i guess after telling this, most of you wont wanna watch movie with me anymore right? LOL!

TGV Kepong, has this new Salted Popcorn Flavor Yummy~!

Sis

The Mom trying to act cool

But failed...

I got Good seats~!

The movie over all is Nice~! but i just feel for an ending, its not much impact, i mean, since its gonna end once and for all right? it doesnt end with enough impact and well, since i did not read any Harry Potter books, there are some scenes i dont really understand... so i had to ask my sis... 

It'll All Get Better In Time

This is my favorite song currently, this song is Better in Time by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time 


i like this song coz it speaks a lot of what im going through now, so yea, with the lyrics, the problem i have now is obvious right? LOL~! yes, i may seem okie, but im wearing a mask all along, coz people expect that of me, but why? because im a big girl now? i cant share to anyone, i cant rant to anyone, i cant show anyone. because maybe im not the only one? or maybe some people just hurts more than i do? i have people asking me, you are the only one hurt? what about her? what about everybody else? and i have not idea how to respond

and yes it is obvious that i have not let go, but i couldnt let go not because of love. but hate...... i really do hate him.... because, recently, his secrets have been poured out to me by the people who are close to him. and i do feel such an idiot.. i somehow do finally know why we broke up. and that the reasons he gave me... are bullshit..

i know, does it matter now even that i know right? but he has the guts to tell others, but no guts to tell me?! and all these while, i thought it was all my fault, im not good enough, and someone else was better. and even it hurts so much to smile and pretended that im okie in front of him. i still did it. because, i didnt want him to worry and continue to move on forward, while i stayed where i stopped.

Thank God, i have a really good buddy that i tell him everything, the same thing he told me is to let go, i know its tiring for him repeating it, and tiring for me to hear it repeatedly. you know, i really dont have anyone there for me after the break up and all these while, no one seemed to bother to ask how am i, simply because my mask was too convincing? all others did was, hey are you okie? and i said yea, im fine, and they wont bother futher caring for me then, but even though this guy was a little slow about caring for me, he did a prettty good job =)  so i guess to do him a favour for treating me so good, and being so patient with me...

 it is time to let go right? i even ask someone who actually knows the whole story to tell me everything. even though i wanted the truth, but that person hasnt given me one, and maybe a little bit reluctant to answer me. i guess, it'll be fine even though i still want to know exactly what happened. but i guess im willing now after listening to this song. so...

I'll Get Better In Time.... Im sure of it. I WILL~! of coz its gonna take time, who knows how long it will take. but i know im gonna be fine, though, learning to love again is gonna be quite impossible maybe? but me gonna be fine is a 100% guaranteed!

I apologize, for being so emo, part of it because, im sick? and this thing, has been bothering me, for a VERY LONG TIME! and i mean VERY! and for those of you who doesnt know, and thinking about asking me, i hope that its really because you really care about me, rather than you just want to '8' about me..

and also, for Brokenhearts out there, this song can be quite encouraging HAHA... at least to me...

Sick Cat

yes, im still sick, i only got better yesterday, but then, i really dunno what happened today, coughing non - stop till i can really cough my lungs out... i think...

if most of you dont know, im quite weak, if i over stress, i fall sick, over work, i fall sick, and i can easily over do the things im doing. and plus, i dont drink a lot of water, especially when im buzy, coz i dont feel thirsty, so i dont bother drinking at all. heheh.... 

so yea, when ever im sick, is, padan muka la..... anyways, i have not been going to APT for 2 days now, coz, i'll be spreading virus to everyone... but, today, i had every intention to go, but then, i started to cough like MAD! so my mom said, maybe when u feel better only you go... so now im stuck in mom's office playing fish tycoon... =.=... stupid game... but nothing else to play.... zai right?

LOL... but i can tell you one thing, there's one student there was coughing like MAD and she came, and i was infected... since my immune system is quite low.. i dont know if it is or not, but then since i get infected to easily, i guess it is. 

HOWEVER! i must recover before Petra Can Wok~! so, wish me good health~! =D 

buh - bye~! *sniff! cough!* =D

Day Out with Yann

i forgot to take picture with my phone =( So you owe me one picture =p

actually, i was afraid whether would we be awkward going out together all the sudden just the 2 of us, but it turns out to be okay, we watched Transformers 3 so yea, nice movie =)

then we had late lunch at Wong Kok, kekekeke, and look for pillows for John's car but couldnt find any nicer ones..., but all in all, its a good day..

I'd like to go out with her again =)