Yes, i have watched the movie... i cried a lot... and i wanna watch it again.. =D
before waiting to go in the cinema, i was so scared to watch the movie, and quite dissapointed, coz there wont be a next Harry Potter movie anymore. i told my sis...
Me: Oh Shoot!
Sis: what?
Me: i forgot to bring tissue... =\
Sis: =\..... me too...
Mom: i got a lot
Me and Sis: *relieved*
I cry a lot, especially when watching drama and movies, i dont know why... and i cant control them either.. of course i dont cry loudly in public... i will always put a tissue under my eyes, but everytime when in movies, they have sad or touched, or more emotional scenes, i will surely cry... and i cant help it... =\ i wet 2 tissue papers in total... not so bad la.. hahaha i remember i watched a Korean Drama, Lovers in Paris, the ending made me wet 5 tissues, and when i say wet, i mean, NONE of the areas are dry... hehehehe...
Im waiting to break my record... any drama or movie suggestions for me?
I even cried in Kung Fu Panda 2 okie.... so yea. im very emotional.. i guess after telling this, most of you wont wanna watch movie with me anymore right? LOL!
TGV Kepong, has this new Salted Popcorn Flavor Yummy~!
Sis
The Mom trying to act cool
But failed...
I got Good seats~!
The movie over all is Nice~! but i just feel for an ending, its not much impact, i mean, since its gonna end once and for all right? it doesnt end with enough impact and well, since i did not read any Harry Potter books, there are some scenes i dont really understand... so i had to ask my sis...
This is my favorite song currently, this song is Better in Time by Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gonna be OK [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy? To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gonna be OK [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will [Chorus: X2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
i like this song coz it speaks a lot of what im going through now, so yea, with the lyrics, the problem i have now is obvious right? LOL~! yes, i may seem okie, but im wearing a mask all along, coz people expect that of me, but why? because im a big girl now? i cant share to anyone, i cant rant to anyone, i cant show anyone. because maybe im not the only one? or maybe some people just hurts more than i do? i have people asking me, you are the only one hurt? what about her? what about everybody else? and i have not idea how to respond
and yes it is obvious that i have not let go, but i couldnt let go not because of love. but hate...... i really do hate him.... because, recently, his secrets have been poured out to me by the people who are close to him. and i do feel such an idiot.. i somehow do finally know why we broke up. and that the reasons he gave me... are bullshit..
i know, does it matter now even that i know right? but he has the guts to tell others, but no guts to tell me?! and all these while, i thought it was all my fault, im not good enough, and someone else was better. and even it hurts so much to smile and pretended that im okie in front of him. i still did it. because, i didnt want him to worry and continue to move on forward, while i stayed where i stopped.
Thank God, i have a really good buddy that i tell him everything, the same thing he told me is to let go, i know its tiring for him repeating it, and tiring for me to hear it repeatedly. you know, i really dont have anyone there for me after the break up and all these while, no one seemed to bother to ask how am i, simply because my mask was too convincing? all others did was, hey are you okie? and i said yea, im fine, and they wont bother futher caring for me then, but even though this guy was a little slow about caring for me, he did a prettty good job =) so i guess to do him a favour for treating me so good, and being so patient with me...
it is time to let go right? i even ask someone who actually knows the whole story to tell me everything. even though i wanted the truth, but that person hasnt given me one, and maybe a little bit reluctant to answer me. i guess, it'll be fine even though i still want to know exactly what happened. but i guess im willing now after listening to this song. so...
I'll Get Better In Time.... Im sure of it. I WILL~! of coz its gonna take time, who knows how long it will take. but i know im gonna be fine, though, learning to love again is gonna be quite impossible maybe? but me gonna be fine is a 100% guaranteed!
I apologize, for being so emo, part of it because, im sick? and this thing, has been bothering me, for a VERY LONG TIME! and i mean VERY! and for those of you who doesnt know, and thinking about asking me, i hope that its really because you really care about me, rather than you just want to '8' about me..
and also, for Brokenhearts out there, this song can be quite encouraging HAHA... at least to me...
yes, im still sick, i only got better yesterday, but then, i really dunno what happened today, coughing non - stop till i can really cough my lungs out... i think...
if most of you dont know, im quite weak, if i over stress, i fall sick, over work, i fall sick, and i can easily over do the things im doing. and plus, i dont drink a lot of water, especially when im buzy, coz i dont feel thirsty, so i dont bother drinking at all. heheh....
so yea, when ever im sick, is, padan muka la..... anyways, i have not been going to APT for 2 days now, coz, i'll be spreading virus to everyone... but, today, i had every intention to go, but then, i started to cough like MAD! so my mom said, maybe when u feel better only you go... so now im stuck in mom's office playing fish tycoon... =.=... stupid game... but nothing else to play.... zai right?
LOL... but i can tell you one thing, there's one student there was coughing like MAD and she came, and i was infected... since my immune system is quite low.. i dont know if it is or not, but then since i get infected to easily, i guess it is.
HOWEVER! i must recover before Petra Can Wok~! so, wish me good health~! =D
i forgot to take picture with my phone =( So you owe me one picture =p
actually, i was afraid whether would we be awkward going out together all the sudden just the 2 of us, but it turns out to be okay, we watched Transformers 3 so yea, nice movie =)
then we had late lunch at Wong Kok, kekekeke, and look for pillows for John's car but couldnt find any nicer ones..., but all in all, its a good day..
KEKEK! Shocked? this is a creative makeup, for today, im a fish... kekekeke, look like one? no right? coz my face is a little bit too long... hahaha... but my eyes are super big.... maybe its hard for most of you to accept it, but i do kinda like this make up... aww, i forgotten, i should have use the aqua effect =(
hey guys, in mom's office now, so sorry i havent been updating, not because i was buzy or lazy, but because, my Modem has some problems... i dunno what happened to it =\
so i wont be updating so much anymore, if i ever get the modem fixed XD
anyways, im now really, REALLY focusing on my make up classes, which is a good thing though, and yes, im improving quite a lot for someone who has skipped for almost............. A Year and a half maybe =p. so hopefully, i can graduate, and be a full time make up artist, kekekekeke, do promote and advertise me when i am one yea.. =p
so yea, thats all about my few weeks, and i cant wait for Dinner with eemay tomorrow and SHOPPING with Yannie, mid-July~! yay!\
