Back from Family Camp!

hey guys, Family camp was a blast! hahaha. though we all didnt get to eat lok lok coz it didnt open. and i didnt get to sleep well coz its cold at night (for me) my sleeping bad did not keep me warm at all. but overall it was really fun and relaxing. after this camp i got energized to go to work today. though i was still lazing around in my bed, like i usually do. its a habit.. hahahahaha.

after camp my family and i went to Brem mall for movie. You again.


Overall? i like this movie. hahaha its really funny. and touching as well. Betty White is the granma in the middle. she's a really famous comedian. i really like her a lot. i will be watching out for her movies ^^

Emotion drives me crazy & Stubborness

yes... this is my weakness. many times, i dont see it. like most humans, they dont see their own weaknesses except for others. i am one of them. i am normal. hahahah! but at least im good enough to ask others and acknowledge it right?

and other than that i am very stubborn. i dont take advice from ppl i am not close with, people who doesnt even bother to clique with me. i only take advice from ppl who i respect, people who have really close connection with me. this is bad i know. coz both my parents are stubborn people. so dont blame me. =p and people i dont respect. then really too bad la for the person.

which this links me to emotion drives me crazy. whom i asked? hahahha it is Ee may~~! *wave* she said: when i dont like a person. whatever a person does. i also "mm sun ngan" which is really true. even if its a good thing. i dont have problem working with people, but that i have a problem working with people i dont like.

which means yes. i have to change. but its really hard after all these years. i AM like that. and of course i cannot EXPECT people accept me as i am. because, even though people are willing to. it is a bad thing for me also. and it is not helping me in anyway. in fact this will only destroy me. i am not a very forgiving person. i choose who i want to forgive. that makes me think, if i am God. then everyone else would be dead. so why bother creating them. hahahhahaha! anyways. i will try to bear in mind on these 2 weaknesses and try to change them. i may not succeed

If it turns out that my best isn't good enough, at least i won't look back and say i was afraid to try; failure makes me work harder. which means. i will keep trying and trying until i succeed. i of coz not gonna do this alone, in fact everything i did and do. im always not alone. because God is with me every second of the way.

Your strength is made perfect when I am weak.

Family Camp

just now i was deciding whether to update or not to update my blog. then i started thinking, hmm, nothing to update la. then lantak la.. i dun wan my blog to be dead.

anyways... im super excited about family camp~! i miss the swimming together and the going to the sauna together. hahahaha. after working for so long i finally get to have a REAL holiday. though compared to others my work is super easy. im like makan-ing Gaji buta everyday. but it is freezing EVERYDAY.. and yesterday i got a slight fever. and now my complexion really dried off. i really need sauna now. hahahahaha. and the most importantly chit chatting in a room together with your friends! yay! and my mom borrowed 2 taekwondo outfits from my cousins. which is super big. hahahaha. so i guess now i have a costume to wear after all. haha.

well, on Christmas, my aunty and uncle and cousin from UK is coming back. so im not even a little excited about it. coz the house is gonna be really crowded. and its gonna be a lot a lot of arguements. haih. yup. this is the kind of environment i lived in before they go UK. which is like 100 years ago. HAHAHHA. and i am not thrill about them coming back at all. but hey, at least they are coming back to see my granma.

oh, and just now. a guy came in the shop and said. photocopy. i said no. then he said photocopy. i said no photocopy. then he said. tolong la. then i just look at him and said. this is not a photocopy machine. its a printer. then he was like not beliving me and thought there would be like other photocopy machine in one of the rooms. so i straight away kicked him out. i mean, does he even know what a photocopy machine looked like? at least it does have a cover to open and close. but this is obviously a printer. goodness. and i dont think my boss would let any strangers come and use office things right? like paper doesnt need money meh.

alright. out of things to say now. bye.

New Link and Song

Hey guys just to tell you guys i have a very useful site in my "Links" section there "Free Full Games." you can download those normally have 1 hour trial games but this website already cracked it for you. so u can just download the game. which they have really really awesome games!

so when you're in office or at home in school hols. u can download and play. good right?! hahah no need to thank me. =p

and, i've uploaded 1 Song. yes only one. i really love this song. if i ever get another chance in singing in a Wedding again, i'll definately pick this song. but no partner =( aww... hhahahahahahaa. or maybe i'll want this song for my wedding, if i ever get married lar. hahahah!
hmm.. i wonder who's my best friend in the future?~~

Accident

Last night on my way home from work with my mom. i think its somewhere further than the Pasar Borong. which is very near my house dy. so very Jam lar.... we at first did not know what happen, until a Ambulance came.. then we know accident la sure. then, when we reached the crime scene, the person is already dead. but then there was no blood. so i asked my mom.

Me: ma... why no blood wan... no blood why die wan?
Mom: Sometimes die dont need blood wan...
Me: har?
Mom: Internal Bleeding lar....
Me: oh....

Yes... im stupid i know. anyways....

Mom: Sure this fella wanna cross road dont use the bridge....
Me: then the driver go to jail ah?
Mom: no la, is the fella salah ma... who ask him dont use bridge...
Me: Oh...
Mom: but then the driver sure also wont feel good for the rest of his life la... coz killed someone ma.
Me: i thought u said its not his fault?!
Mom: ya la. but knocked a person dead with your car you sure wont feel good wan ma...
Me: dunno oh.. i dunno how to drive... and i dont have a car...
Mom: *stare*...
Me: hehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehe~!
Mom: sei lui pao... lei hou chung yi gek sei mami hai mai?!

then this topic ends here... after it ended, it caught me thinking, what if, that driver is a Christian leh? how ah? then bible say do not murder. but is this considered murder? and no matter how is also the driver that "killed" the person ma...

so did he sin? i have no answers to these questions.... but however, drive carefully people. and dont speed. you wont know what will suddenly appear in front of you. better Late than Never.

I think

I think that Jaden Smith is really cute.

I think that Justin Bieber's voice is a lot more mature than last time compared to "One Time" LOL

I think that Taylor Swift is GORGEOUS.

I think that Taylor Lautner is handsome.

I think that Christ Daughty and David Cook is AWESOME!

these are currently on my mind. hahaha.

Nightmare

hahah no. its not me who has a nightmare. its my commander. HAHAH! but he made me think something. his nightmare was seeing his father died, and then he died himself. but my main point is.

how many children had dreamt their parents died?

and after that dream, did they do something to cherish their parents more?

i know i did. i dreamt my mom died and i woke up crying. and i continued to cry silently coz im sleeping with my mom and i dun wanna wake her la. after that i cuddle with her. and try to sleep as close to her as possible. i even imagine that actually she died in her sleep. so the whole night i just keep looking at her until i fall asleep. i know. silly me. but it could have happen right?