HAHAHAH!!!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Thank GOD for Rain!
Hey guys... my house the whole lot no electricity... and its in the morning till afternoon, can you imagine no fan, and the sun is just shining ever so brightly? even when im sitting down im still sweating. i like rain, but never appreciate it.
its so hot until i decided to bath and sit in the shower. just let the cold water pour on my head and i almost fell asleep in , my bathroom. (opps...) but then when i come out of the bathroom, with no fan to dry my hair, it gets uncomfortable. and towel cannot dry much ma...
then God sent big wind and the sky starts "crying" LOL... its so comfortable, and i almost fell asleep on floor (again.) its a really BAD news when u dont have electricity at home in this era. why? coz of global warming, and pollutions. and the ozon layer is like... almost transparent maybe? so, the sun can really hurt your skin.
so.. THANK YOU GOD!~
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Trademark
why i suddenly post about this is because, recently i have ppl coming up to me in MSN telling me, wow! your voice is really nice~ i wish i can sing like you~ sing to me now! something like that and a lot more. And im really happy that ppl like these coming up to me and complimenting me, there's even someone who said, if there's no TVXQ, i think i'll be a fan of you. awesome right?! this is the best comment i've ever heard. AHAHAHAHA.
and it feels really weird, coz i dont sing much recently. i mean like, standing up on stage and sing. and then a lot a lot of ppl came and compliment me. AHAHAHA but im happy, that im known for my voice, because this talent comes frm God. but, whether is it going to give others a good or bad influence its another thing.
what i like about singing up on stage is when i look at the expressions of the audience. you know why? coz i like to see their impressed/shocked expression. im not trying to show off to them, but i am PROUD of my gift. when everytime i see their dropped-jaw and widen eyes faces... i'll think yup! this is how awesome my voice is! LOL! ok la, i didnt use the awesome word la. normally i would use good or something else. but having such a nice voice doesnt come from a very good experiance.
well, let me tell you a true story about myself.
my first song item was with Seh Weng, we sang a duet "you are my all in all" you guys know that song right, we started singing when we were erm... maybe 7/8 years old. that was my very first song item. then we grew up, and when i was form 1
i was in group bethany, and my first solo is in this group, in charged by yvonne. she really taught me a lot of things, like the parts and all, and the song that i sang is "Jesus, Lover of My Soul". of course i was freaking nervous, and yes, i did forget a few lines. but then yow looi gave me a nickname "Britney Spears in Disneyland". and john low called me "Micky Mouse". everything is going well right, well, not really, i had only a bit of confidence. then a brother called me one friday night.
M: hey Tania, we got song item practice tonight, can you come?
Me: oh.. ok...
M: ok, so i'll pick you up at about 8?
Me: ok.. see you.
the he came and picked me up at 8, then in the car
M: hey, you're singing solo you know?
Me: huh?! O.o!! oh.. ok... when is the song item?
M: tommorow...
Me: Tomorrow?!
M: dont worry, i know you can do this. it's a really easy song.
Me: oh.. okie...
the song wasnt easy.... you guys remembered the song, "Via Dolorosa"? in Easter musical cantata when i duet with Sook Kuan? yup.. its that hard. then, Saturday came. i stand up on stage. and NOTHING came out from my mouth. because there was just SO many people there. and i only had 1 hour and a half of practice yesterday. i stand there and stunned. for like about 5 minutes, then yow looi came and ask me, can i do this...? i just shook my head and got down from the stage and get my clothes, and just run upstairs to the toilet and cry... i cried for really long. and i never wanted to sing ever again. TRAGIC... LOL XD
until Onesimus when i was form 4. after 4 years without any practice, nigel and Sook Kuan wants me to sing solo in Song Fest. "chi gik" right? LOL. i really thought that they were joking. but as time comes, something said to me, "why not, give if another try? another chance? why not?" And i really believe that, that is God speaking to me. then i accepted. and it was tough! 4 years without any practice is really hard. they were pushing me and all, i can feel the stress. why? you know, my "opponents" are: Jocelyn, Eemay, and Linus. and 3 of them are really good singers. at least. more experiance and practices more than me.
i was so nervous until i cried. and kee leong was like so strict. many ppl coming up to me. "you know, its ok... you can do better." and they tell me the mistakes of each contestants and what can i learn from them. what to do and what not to do. and unfortunately, i am the last person to sing. and you have to think of the judges's feelings, after hearing so much, they get bored right? it was really hard to win.
but i won... i was really surprised, shocked... oh! and when i was singing, my whole group backed me up! how? ALL of them, gave me thumbs up while i was singing. i mean they played a really awesome part, and without them, i dont think i'll be able to smile through out the whole song. it was a really really BIG encouragement.
but now i do have to say that the song fest standard dropped a lot ever since there was Petra AMP. and the competitions are not so tight anymore. and i gotta pity those soloist nowadays they never sang solo b4! so i know how nervous you guys must be, but just enjoy urself win or loose doesnt not matter. Just sing for God.
so this is the whole thing, but i still got that phobia of singing solo. HAHAHHA. and i never sang solo after the boycott sketch anymore LOL. alright, all i wanna say is, i never thought that one day, people will look up to me, but now, ppl start to like me, and wanna sing like me, and i keep thinking, what if i was my oldself? i will be giving them really bad influence right?
i had this friend that im really close to, and mixing with this friend also influenced me a lot. (in a bad way) until my relationship went down and all. my behaviour, my attitude, my personality and all. then now i changed. into a better person, so watch what you're influencing others people! you wont know who else is watching your every move! especially those "popular" ones in church.
and it feels really weird, coz i dont sing much recently. i mean like, standing up on stage and sing. and then a lot a lot of ppl came and compliment me. AHAHAHA but im happy, that im known for my voice, because this talent comes frm God. but, whether is it going to give others a good or bad influence its another thing.
what i like about singing up on stage is when i look at the expressions of the audience. you know why? coz i like to see their impressed/shocked expression. im not trying to show off to them, but i am PROUD of my gift. when everytime i see their dropped-jaw and widen eyes faces... i'll think yup! this is how awesome my voice is! LOL! ok la, i didnt use the awesome word la. normally i would use good or something else. but having such a nice voice doesnt come from a very good experiance.
well, let me tell you a true story about myself.
my first song item was with Seh Weng, we sang a duet "you are my all in all" you guys know that song right, we started singing when we were erm... maybe 7/8 years old. that was my very first song item. then we grew up, and when i was form 1
i was in group bethany, and my first solo is in this group, in charged by yvonne. she really taught me a lot of things, like the parts and all, and the song that i sang is "Jesus, Lover of My Soul". of course i was freaking nervous, and yes, i did forget a few lines. but then yow looi gave me a nickname "Britney Spears in Disneyland". and john low called me "Micky Mouse". everything is going well right, well, not really, i had only a bit of confidence. then a brother called me one friday night.
M: hey Tania, we got song item practice tonight, can you come?
Me: oh.. ok...
M: ok, so i'll pick you up at about 8?
Me: ok.. see you.
the he came and picked me up at 8, then in the car
M: hey, you're singing solo you know?
Me: huh?! O.o!! oh.. ok... when is the song item?
M: tommorow...
Me: Tomorrow?!
M: dont worry, i know you can do this. it's a really easy song.
Me: oh.. okie...
the song wasnt easy.... you guys remembered the song, "Via Dolorosa"? in Easter musical cantata when i duet with Sook Kuan? yup.. its that hard. then, Saturday came. i stand up on stage. and NOTHING came out from my mouth. because there was just SO many people there. and i only had 1 hour and a half of practice yesterday. i stand there and stunned. for like about 5 minutes, then yow looi came and ask me, can i do this...? i just shook my head and got down from the stage and get my clothes, and just run upstairs to the toilet and cry... i cried for really long. and i never wanted to sing ever again. TRAGIC... LOL XD
until Onesimus when i was form 4. after 4 years without any practice, nigel and Sook Kuan wants me to sing solo in Song Fest. "chi gik" right? LOL. i really thought that they were joking. but as time comes, something said to me, "why not, give if another try? another chance? why not?" And i really believe that, that is God speaking to me. then i accepted. and it was tough! 4 years without any practice is really hard. they were pushing me and all, i can feel the stress. why? you know, my "opponents" are: Jocelyn, Eemay, and Linus. and 3 of them are really good singers. at least. more experiance and practices more than me.
i was so nervous until i cried. and kee leong was like so strict. many ppl coming up to me. "you know, its ok... you can do better." and they tell me the mistakes of each contestants and what can i learn from them. what to do and what not to do. and unfortunately, i am the last person to sing. and you have to think of the judges's feelings, after hearing so much, they get bored right? it was really hard to win.
but i won... i was really surprised, shocked... oh! and when i was singing, my whole group backed me up! how? ALL of them, gave me thumbs up while i was singing. i mean they played a really awesome part, and without them, i dont think i'll be able to smile through out the whole song. it was a really really BIG encouragement.
but now i do have to say that the song fest standard dropped a lot ever since there was Petra AMP. and the competitions are not so tight anymore. and i gotta pity those soloist nowadays they never sang solo b4! so i know how nervous you guys must be, but just enjoy urself win or loose doesnt not matter. Just sing for God.
so this is the whole thing, but i still got that phobia of singing solo. HAHAHHA. and i never sang solo after the boycott sketch anymore LOL. alright, all i wanna say is, i never thought that one day, people will look up to me, but now, ppl start to like me, and wanna sing like me, and i keep thinking, what if i was my oldself? i will be giving them really bad influence right?
i had this friend that im really close to, and mixing with this friend also influenced me a lot. (in a bad way) until my relationship went down and all. my behaviour, my attitude, my personality and all. then now i changed. into a better person, so watch what you're influencing others people! you wont know who else is watching your every move! especially those "popular" ones in church.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Just for you. My ♥
we were strangers, then we became friends, and now, we're best friends. i found my best friend. and it was you all along, thinking back of how we've met, its really from God's planning, that you are always there for me, listening to me, giving me advice. jokes with me, laughs with me and most importantly. cries with me. i can tell u anything, and you would keep it a secret. Surely, you're my best friend.
you surprise me in every different way, where i couldnt think of, you always post about me and made me touched and cried. ALL THE TIME. i hate and love you for that. you cried for me when i didnt know, and u help me without any complains. im always happy when you post about me. and i will keep staring at the post about me and read it all over again and never get bored of it. Surely, you are my best friend.
up till now only i realized i can count on you no matter what happens, i can tell you anything, and you would keep my secrets. i am so stupid to find this out now. i wish, i could have realized this a long time ago. and i wish that we would have met earlier. but God's timing is the best. so im happy for what we are now. Best Friends. you've always been there for me. Surely, you're my best friend.
i dont know how to make or even edit a poem. or say a touching speech for you. but you have those gifts and you use it to make me happy, to make me smile when im sad. so here, i wanna make my LONGEST post ever. Just for you. if any of you, are lazy to read.. well then... you can close this window now. because this is for my best friend. and YOU! yea you.. u MUST finish reading this. i dont care... because, You're my best friend.
wondering who is it? this is she~
you surprise me in every different way, where i couldnt think of, you always post about me and made me touched and cried. ALL THE TIME. i hate and love you for that. you cried for me when i didnt know, and u help me without any complains. im always happy when you post about me. and i will keep staring at the post about me and read it all over again and never get bored of it. Surely, you are my best friend.
up till now only i realized i can count on you no matter what happens, i can tell you anything, and you would keep my secrets. i am so stupid to find this out now. i wish, i could have realized this a long time ago. and i wish that we would have met earlier. but God's timing is the best. so im happy for what we are now. Best Friends. you've always been there for me. Surely, you're my best friend.
i dont know how to make or even edit a poem. or say a touching speech for you. but you have those gifts and you use it to make me happy, to make me smile when im sad. so here, i wanna make my LONGEST post ever. Just for you. if any of you, are lazy to read.. well then... you can close this window now. because this is for my best friend. and YOU! yea you.. u MUST finish reading this. i dont care... because, You're my best friend.
wondering who is it? this is she~
Sure that i have many close friends and you WERE one of them. They are good to me, the listens to me, advice me and all. But not like you. Im not saying others are not good enough for me. They are good, but some how i 'gel' better with you. Although you are kindda younger than me, but when we're talking and sharing, It doesnt feel like im older than u at all.
Its too bad that we only have so little pictures of us together. So we should take more together next time. Plus! we have the same gift! Singing. I really hope that you wont be shy anymore and sing. Because, i really wanna have a duet with you~ so buck up and start singing okie?! and trust me, you do have a really sweet voice. And its really nice. I love it~!
These are the memories we had together, so i hope that we can make more of them.
Thanks for all the memories, you are actually, the only person who can see through my real feelings even if i was pretending. I am so surprised that when you told me, you still noticed that im sad even though im smiling, when we're making cookies =D, remember? And i thought my acting was pretty good. AHAHAHA. And no one could see it except you. and you know just how to make me happy.
i miss being in the same group with you~ we've been in the same group twice and i really never appreciate it. =( i hope we get another chance. And just so happens you like the same things i like, like Junsu and Kibum~~~~AHAHHAHA. we have so many things in common. And our comments on other ppl are about the same. Hahahha. we can talk for 5 hours and not get tired at all.
and you accept me for who i am. what i am and what im not. you make a lot of ppl like to stick to you. and that will make me jealous. hahahahha! coz you're mine! i've never seen you cry before. you're always cheerful. perhaps im not good in observing you. and you know what will hurt me, and what will make me angry. you know pretty much everything about me. you're almost like... my mother... but that is a good thing... AHAHHA. and when you are willing to trust me and share you secret with me. im so happy. and you remember things that i've said that even i myself cant remember. Thank you for everything~
I found my best friend. i found YOU.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
The Karate Kid
this is a really nice show... and do you guys know who is this Jaden Smith? he is Will Smith's son! for those of you who doesnt know who is he, go google Will Smith image. no wonder when is was watching this movie i keep thinking he looked very familiar.. HAHHA. and he's kindda cute too. HAHAH.this movie made me laugh and cry and laugh again... really touching. you guys should watch this movie... heheheheh
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Mashed Potatoes
Hey, guys! most of you are aware that i have music on my bloggie. well, i've been listening to Hitz. FM. these few weeks. kindda got addicted to it. HAHAHA opps. If you are very close to me, you should know that i HATE listening to Radio. why? coz the DJs wont stop blabbing and blobbing and blooping... HAHA...
so these are the songs that i've been listening over and over again in Hitz. i dunno whether its 'Hits' or 'Hitz' dont care la. hahahah. oh, and what i love most is their prank calls.. its really hilarious.. i mean the way the victims reacted. HAHAH!
OK! to my Main Topic: MASHED POTATOES
so these are the songs that i've been listening over and over again in Hitz. i dunno whether its 'Hits' or 'Hitz' dont care la. hahahah. oh, and what i love most is their prank calls.. its really hilarious.. i mean the way the victims reacted. HAHAH!
OK! to my Main Topic: MASHED POTATOES
well, whats so nice to blog about mashed potatoes right? this is really farnee.. i learn this from my grandma... if you are wondering, what is mashed potatoes to old people. its...
SALTED ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAH, coz my mom and i were making mashed potatoes, so after that when my grandma tasted it, she said.. what is this? salty ice cream ah? AHAHAHHAA. i love my popo! muacks!
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