no mood

well, today is a lonely day for me, its suppose to be special...

dun need to bother what day is it la...
first i have exam tmr at 9am
second, i dun get to play L4D
bcoz no kaki.

jr went to tsim tung with ernest, dillon and duno still got who...
play board games..

i didnt want to follow. coz i dun like the location
and i dun like board games...

and i know he is addicted to it. so i let him go...

aiyah! i really no mood la... dunno what to say la!

Roleplay Assignment!

well, this assignment is over, so no more class. and it might be goodbyes to some CPR1 (B1) students. we all decided to take pictures~~


me


in the car


going to college..


me and chow yee as my second sis


zet yen, as my darling~~


CPR1(B1)!!!!


top: Sam my eldest bro
middle: frm left, karmun sis in law, zet yen darling, jia yi "japanese" dad. hahahahah!!!
bottom: chow yee second sis, sze ching mom, and me 3rd daughter.
My Happy Family!


bullying zhi hua


being bullied


its me and audrey! btw its may not mei~~


gangsters! ahh!


My Happy Family with mr. Gary.. one of my tutor...


me and Zi yang, just dunno why, everytime asignment when we need to dress formal, we will somehow end up in the same colour top to bottom... =.="'?!


hahaha!


Oh My Darling~~


oh.. its him again..

well, these are all the pictures i can get.. so enjoy yea.. i just noticed i never post any pictures for quite sometime.. so here u go~~

see u guys in diploma~
bye!

Easter

well, im very very tired, with all the practices, helping in decorations, plus my assignments have to be finish on monday!!! and have to settle my own things too. well, im glad its over, at least i can relax for a little while, then have to prepare for exams..

oh.. so how was the cantata everyone? hope you guys enjoyed it la.. oh rite! and who got the video... i know wing got... lee choo and help me get from her for me? i wanna post it in my blog... heheheh... just for those who missed it.. ok. thats all. bye bye.

Menstrual 'Sourness'

well, today is my first day, i blog this simply bcoz i got nothing to blog about, maybe i should also close my blog too, since my blog is also empty. well, i know most girs suffers from menstrual pain, but i have no pain at all, but my waist feels VERY VERY sour... and its the worst i ever had, today no one can fetch me back, my mom have to work, so im in the office, going to die dy, now i feeling vomiting. my sis have to work, jr now in cc with michael. cc is cyber cafe just f.y.i,

im now suffering ... cannot eat, sleep? no bed. and i cannot sleep in the office... and i really want to go home... i feel like crying.... lol!!! guys are so lucky that they're not girls...

It a Saturday!!!

well, this is so called my first time skipping youth. i didnt do it on purpose ok.. my sis was too tired, she stayed up all night to finish her assignments. these are the consequences of procrastination! so when my sis came back from college, she wanted to rest for a while. so about 3pm like that, i called her to wake up. and u know what she said to me? she said 33. and i was like... huh? what? then she said 33 again. then i called her. she didnt even answer me. she slept like a dead pig!



so yah.. and i dun have transport... so i had to stay home too. i cant get in to my facebook! ish what is this?! why do i have to reset my password... well, i bet group shammah is having a good time.. so sorry i cant be there with you all.. blame my sis... hahaha! jk

Replies.

its not that today i siu hei, but throughout sem1 till this sem, u and SC always also tease me banana.
which i dun really mind, coz i know i am. and i also know that both of u sometimes will say things w/o using
your mind to talk, and u will hurt someone unintentionally. and because i know that, all this while i have been so patient.
but this time is too overboard, you all say english cannot express things well, or maybe feelings, is bcoz u both
doesnt understand english. i know my english is not good. so i cannot help much, and for that, im very sorry.

i always will feel left out whenever im with you all, even though i might be laughing and smiling all the time.
but, do you know how angry was i this morning? i can do anything for you all. and i dun even expect
you all to say a thank you. coz i dun mind, bcoz i just think u all are my friends and when my friend
needs my help i will surely help. but yesterday, i stayed up very late to just finish off the script, i checked
it over and over again and make sure there is no error. and i was so tired. SC complain say a lot of things to say and all
i also never mind. but you, you are my best friend you know? of all the five, you are the one that i really
trust and feel comfortable with. i know that i dont know mandarin, and that makes you all hard to
communicate with me.

but do you all also know, english, is ALWAYS the 1st international lauguage that ppl from all over the world
understand and speaks? im not trying to say mandarin is useless, i know both of you LOVE mandarin so much
from first sem till now, have u ever heard me insult ur launguage? have i ever insulted mandarin? then why are
u all doing this to me now? do u know today i was so pissed that i really want to scold u all, but i have to clam myself down
b4 i say anything bad to hear. i wanted to say when SC ask me about some english words, i wanted to say, since
u r so proud of ur mandarin language. then y dun u present in mandarin? for what u need me? im just useless, no matter how much i help all of you
you all also wont be thank you or gratefull that i will always be here for you all.

and why am i still trying to fit in with you all? coz i just dun. i really feel like im wasting my time. and i just dont
feel that i dun have any real friends here at all. i really want to go back in secondary school where my best friend wont treat me
like this. and if u really want to be successful here, u have to have good in english. for a person who cannot even differenciate a
he or a she, has a long way to go. i really wish her good luck. i told my best friend, and she said, are they even really ur friends?
english is the only language im good at, and it is what im proud of, maybe not as much as u, i am a banana. so what?

i know maybe after u reading this u are very angry with me, but i had enough i really regret knowing both of you, and bring you both
to be such good friends who always goes against me. who never appreciates me. if u really mind that im a banana so much, go find another new
friend like ur kind. i dun fit it, and im not the right person. i have never blamed anyone of you. so, there is nothing to forgive.
in anyways, thanks for sending the SMS. but im fine. dun worry.

What have i been doing?

well, these days, assignment and all.. then there is assignment about role playing. and i am still wondering what does PR have to do with acting? hahaha!!!

actually i have a lot to say, but i forgot what was it about... forgetful me... today i went to KLCC to watch a movie with my friend zet yen. then we watched a horror movie The Unborn. the movie is quite ok la... come to think of it, its not as scary as i expected though. but there are some parts that scared me too.. hahahaha!!!

ok i have to finish off the script. good night everyone.