maybe this shall be my resolution for this year? hahhaa... i realize that im too dependant on others.. not only my family and my baby. so i want to be independent. i dun wan to be naive anymore! i cannot be so stupid. after an arguement with him i really noticed that im too dependent on him. so i must be independent on everything i do!
even today after my exam. i have to wait for my mom until 5pm, but i finished my exam at about 3.30pm. normally i would always call him and i wanna talk to him. i also feel like it. then when i start thinking, maybe i shouldnt. then i didnt call. waited for 1 and a half hour.
with no complains and all. i feel that i can really change very fast. which is a good thing rite? i hope so. well, i also know that ppl needs privacy. so now, im calling baby less. talking to him less. this is also a way of saving money rite? hehehe..
looking back at the arguements we had b4, it is really all my fault. if i would have keep my mouth shut. and not complain so much. but if i would have, then i wouldnt realize what i realized now.
so..... keep it up!
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