im very lucky and happy indeed

today i chat with a friend in msn, he was my secondary school friend, and also my ex bf, we just chat to see how things are going on with each other, so actually, i always feel that his gf is a stalker, (dun mind me saying that) coz last time she always view my friendster profile... every time i click on who's viewed me, i sure see her wan, so i got very uncomfortable... and then i realize he is having serious problem, i cannot do anything but just listen to his complains... which is the only thing that i can help him now.. but the more he say the more sakit hati...

then, a church friend.. (u know who u are) yes, i known him for very long, but understand him? i dun, when u asked me: is he playing you? i really dunno how to answer you... im also very dissapointed when knowing he treats u like that... i also feel like talking to him... but i dun think he will listen, he dun even listens to you, what more me? this is a letter for u

im very happy and encourage to see u every sat
do you know u really make a lot of ppl happy? especially me!
i dunno why everytime im with you, i feel very happy
no, im not in love you.. so dun worry..
but i just want u to know that no matter
how many times u've been hurt, u've always got ur friends
i will always be here for u, if u need to scold
or complain to someone, i will always be available for u to scold and complain
i just want to see u keep coming no matter what happens dun care whether u wanna see him or not,

i may not be ur best friend that understand you, but i can be ur friend thats willing to listen and comfort u at the same time... so continue to be happy and crazy ok?

P.S now i give u a letter F.O.C. u owe me one! hahaha!! ;)

i feel that im very lucky, i know that sometimes i may fat pei hei.. i know that u dun like it... but i dunno why i still do that.. and on the phone i refuse to say anything when u ask me something, actually when i ignored u, i already gave u the answer, the answer is no or i dun wan.. but i just dun wanna say it out... haha.. i know after posting this u sure say: see how lucky u are~~ yes i know im lucky! i dun need u to tell me >:P

but i just wanna say to this friend (church) of mine, thank you for making me realize how lucky and blessed i am... thank you very much...