i already know that a long time la... but this time is different... well, yesterday i went out with my po! then i din know my mom is waiting for me... coz she say she wanna go visit linus... i thought she was going alone... then my mom called... she sounds angry la.. so im actually afraid to go back home, and another part of me also dun wanna go back home... coz...... u know why la... dun pura-pura tak tahu...
then po fetch me back home... when i reach the gate... i was very scared my mom will scold me... coz my mom is like ayam betina... then when i go in... my mom said... we are going now la... wanna go toilet a not?? my mom so gentle wan... i did say sorry la... so then my mom was like extra gentle to me... then dinner she took me to cozy house... hahaha... the food there really nice...
then actually, i really feel very bad... coz my mom dunno anything about me and po... and because i am afraid if my mom knows... she will ask me to break up with him... i lied to her everytime when im with him... i really feel very guilty.. dunno what to do... then i was thinking what if one day my mom ask me.. am i together with him?? what should i answer? yes or no? i want to say yes... but im afraid too...
but i am ready if ever my mom ask me this question... coz the aunties in church already know... im just waiting for them to gossip to my mom only...
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